Wednesday April 02, 2025

It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event.

I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them.

I don't think anyone reads my blogs.

I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket.

I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

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