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Thursday, April 24, 2025

  Thursday, April 24, 2025



Thursday. I've eaten breakfast and have completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm considering what I'm doing today. I need to go through my stuff as though I'm moving because I need to be ready for when the time comes.


I am attending the D&D program at the library in my community tomorrow evening.



I'm alone and anxious. I'm uncertain of what to do.



I have ideas but I don't have the resources to accomplish anything. I don't know how to get things done.



I would like to travel. I like the idea of buying a large Uhaul truck and a small towable camper. I would utilize the Uhaul for storage and live in the camper. I would not move often but every so often. I could travel the country and visit people I've met in my life.


I would love to have the above and a remote job. I could do photography and video as I travel. I could work on my writing. I could find places to do stand-up comedy.  I would buy an electric bike with a cart to tow behind the bike for grocery shopping. 


I know what I'd do if I had the resources. I don't know how to obtain those things.



Does anyone read my blog? Please share my blog if you read it.



I'm uncertain how to define my religion. I'm uncertain of what I'd label it. Maybe I don't want to label it but I don't want any confusion about the fact that I'm not interested certain labels.



I want to find my first boyfriend but I doubt I will ever have a boyfriend. The same goes for my first career.



I need help but I'm not great at asking for help...

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