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Saturday, April 05, 2025

  Saturday, April 05, 2025


It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow.



I have no idea what else I'm doing next week.



I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option.



I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend.



There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming.



I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

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