Thursday, May 07, 2026 It's Thursday evening. I'm on my bed in this facility in the middle of nowhere. I'm still in DSS custody waiting for my benefits. I have my Medicaid, my disability has been approved, but I'm still waiting for social security to allow me to be my own payee and approve my social security. I need to know how much I will make per month so I can apply for housing benefits and affordable housing. I'm tired of being here. I miss her and the life I once had at home. It's weird for me to say it but I miss that house. I miss my bedroom. I miss my things. Everything I had, including money, was stolen while I have been in DSS custody. I'm tired. I'm anxious. I'm depressed. I need to move forward with my life. My hope is to receive my social security and secure housing in California. I also need to figure out how to move me and the stuff I now have to California. I have an exercise bike I would like to keep that I won while in custody. I wa...