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Saturday, April 25, 2026 It's April, almost May, and I'm beginning to receive my benefits after my disability was approved. I'm working with my caseworkers to locate housing for me in California. I'm also working with them in regards to getting me and my stuff out there. I'm excited and anxious about moving back to California. There's a part of me that would have chosen to live in Greenville or Columbia SC instead of having to worry about all of the details involved with moving back to California. I hate these days of being alone with no place to go and nothing like it was before...

Sunday night. This afternoon I returned from a trip to the mountains with one of my churches. We went to a camp site near Gorges State Park, the same site we went last year just before I was evicted from the facility I was being kept by DSS. My friend picked me up Thursday morning and we rode up to the mountain on Friday. My friend and I shared the converted horse trailer that we shared the last time. It was great getting away from the facility and all of the noises the old man, my roommate, makes especially at night. My Able sc person is coming out this week for a meeting. A Bingo I attend is next week. I've attended twice and I've won once. I'm going to the dentist soon and I have an appointment with a counselor soon. I'm hopeful about moving back to California and everything working out for the best. I plan to watch the new season of Euphoria tomorrow. I need to call the life insurance company about the check that never arrived. My friend took me to Sam's club Th...

Sunday, April 05, 2026 Happy Easter 🐰 🐣 I was at my friend's house since Friday. I'm back at the facility with the old man, my roommate, that's noisy at night. I'm looking forward to being on my own. My caseworkers took me to the dentist. I have Medicaid now. I'm having the bad tooth and my wisdom teeth removed. I'm not looking forward to the procedure. This weekend I'm going to the mountains with my friend and one of our churches. It's the same place we went last year. I'm anxious about where I'm going after here. I don't know what I want but I believe moving back to California would be the best. I'm worried about living in South Carolina and not being able to get anywhere. The thought of being alone in my apartment all of the time makes me anxious. I have no idea what else I'm doing this week. I'll need to pack for the mountains. I'm looking forward to the trip...

Monday, March 23, 2026 I went to my friend's house Saturday and stayed until today. We went to church. We also had a support group meeting Sunday evening with a guest speaker. My friend and I had lunch with the guest speaker and a person from church. My disability has been approved and now it's just another time of waiting. I'm still waiting for my benefits. I'm still wondering if and how I'll be able to move back to California. I'm getting an expansion card and an external hd for my Xbox series x. I guess someone from DSS is coming tomorrow but not to specifically see me. I'm going to a few places Wednesday...

Friday, March 13, 2026 My disability has been approved but I'm still in the facility in DSS custody. I'm still waiting for my benefits and help figuring out what's next. I would like to move back to California but I don't know how that's going to happen. I need to figure out the housing situation prior to moving back to California. I may end up remaining in Greenville SC. I guess I could deal with small town life in South Carolina if I have to but it won't be easy. I keep looking back over my life at various moments. I miss certain moments throughout my life. I miss her so much. Part of my still has a difficult time believing that she's not here. I'm walking to a few places today: Tropical smoothie Cafe Circle k Taco Bell Jimmy John's It's nice being away from the facility. I feel trapped there most of the time. Tomorrow, my friend Julie is coming up for lunch. I should be attending church Sunday. I miss being home. I wanted to move away from tha...

Thursday, March 12, 2026 My disability has been approved. I don't know what is to happen next but I'm anxious about the decisions I will have to make soon. Tomorrow I'm going out for breakfast and lunch. I don't know if I will be able to move back to California. I would love to move back to California but I'm uncertain if I will be able to locate housing in California. I'm considering remaining in Greenville. Small town South Carolina.