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Friday, March 13, 2026 My disability has been approved but I'm still in the facility in DSS custody. I'm still waiting for my benefits and help figuring out what's next. I would like to move back to California but I don't know how that's going to happen. I need to figure out the housing situation prior to moving back to California. I may end up remaining in Greenville SC. I guess I could deal with small town life in South Carolina if I have to but it won't be easy. I keep looking back over my life at various moments. I miss certain moments throughout my life. I miss her so much. Part of my still has a difficult time believing that she's not here. I'm walking to a few places today: Tropical smoothie Cafe Circle k Taco Bell Jimmy John's It's nice being away from the facility. I feel trapped there most of the time. Tomorrow, my friend Julie is coming up for lunch. I should be attending church Sunday. I miss being home. I wanted to move away from tha...

Thursday, March 12, 2026 My disability has been approved. I don't know what is to happen next but I'm anxious about the decisions I will have to make soon. Tomorrow I'm going out for breakfast and lunch. I don't know if I will be able to move back to California. I would love to move back to California but I'm uncertain if I will be able to locate housing in California. I'm considering remaining in Greenville. Small town South Carolina.

Wednesday, March 11, 2026 It's hot. It's been hot outside. It's hot in this room at the facility I'm being held in DSS custody. I walked over 16.5 miles today. I went to the following places today: Starbucks Tropical smoothie Cafe CVS 7-11 Walgreens Publix Taco Bell I had breakfast and lunch on my walk and I brought dinner back with me. I haven't been hungry today but I've eaten. I still haven't received all of the Mail that had been delivered to the previous facility DSS held me. I have no idea what to think about what's next.

  Monday, March 09, 2026 I walked to several places today: Starbucks Whataburger Tropical smoothie Cafe Middle Tyger library It was a long walk and it was hot. I was considering going somewhere tomorrow but I'm reconsidering. I keep thinking about what's next. When I was home I was anxious about what's next but I thought being in DSS custody it would not be so uncertain. I thought they would help me with certain things. I don't know what they're doing or what what they're going to do. My birthday is Sunday...

Sunday, March 08, 2026 It's Sunday evening. The morning the time changed. I feel uncertain. I'm anxious about everything. I went to first Baptist Greenville SC with Gary. We went by MacDonald first. Afterwards we went to Panera Bread. I like my Sunday school at first Baptist. I watched christ chapel of the valley on Facebook when I arrived back at the facility. I only ate part of my sandwich at lunch so I had the rest of the sandwich and the full salad at dinner. I'm considering staying in Greenville at least for now instead of moving directly back to California. I don't think I can handle the stress of finding housing. I know that I would prefer a place with public transportation and other resources but South Carolina might have to be my home for at least a while longer. My roommate's noise making is difficult to deal with because it makes it difficult to sleep. He's an old man and doesn't seem to care that he's making so much noise. I'm planning on...

Thursday, March 05, 2026 I walked at least 15 miles yesterday so I'm taking it easy today. I plan on doing some exercise today in the room here. I have something I want to write and submit to something but the due date is the end of March. I'm going to work on it today. I feel tired. I'm overwhelmed and physically tired but my mind is active. I'm thinking about so many things. I need to focus on my writing but focusing on anything is difficult. I'm uncertain about decisions that I will have to make. I'm overwhelmed by the uncertainty of everything.