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Tuesday, February 17, 2026 I'm going to go play bingo tomorrow morning. I'm miserable here. I borrowed the Mafia Xbox game from the library the last time I was there and I've been playing it. I have no idea what else I'm doing tomorrow. Saturday Gary is picking me up and I'll return here Sunday night. I miss my life from before...

Monday, February 16, 2026 It's another Monday. I'm still stuck in this place. I walked to a few places today: Tropical smoothie Cafe, Circle k, and Taco Bell. I have a senior roommate that goes to bed before 8 and makes so much noise in bed including kicking and hitting the wall. He also smells horrible because he never showers. He makes the room stink. I have no one to and I'm on my own here. I can go walk to nearby places but there's nothing to walk to nearby except fast food places etc... My caseworkers don't tell me anything. They almost never respond when I text them. I think they're ok planning to leave me in this place. They need to place me in either an apartment alone or at least a room to myself.  I don't know why I'm in a room with an old man. I'm going to play bingo Wednesday morning. My anxiety is too much. I'm looking forward to Saturday. My birthday is March 15th and I'm certain I'll not receive any gifts like usual. How mu...

Sunday, February 15, 2026 It's been awhile since I've posted on here. My goal is to begin posting each day on a daily basis. I may not always have much to say. I don't know what to write in regards to what I've been doing because I don't know how far back to go... I'm still here in DSS custody waiting for my benefits. I'm in a facility in Wellford SC. I found a ride to church today. It rained most of the day. I was at my friend's house when it snowed. I've stayed at his house a couple of times so far and I'm staying there again this weekend. I hate being here in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what to think about my situation. My DSS caseworker is no longer my caseworker and her supervisor is now my caseworker. She just told me they're understaffed so I'm thinking I'm going to be forgotten about. I've been told so many things while I've been in DSS custody that I don't know what to believe. I plan to go somewhere t...

Wednesday, January 28, 2026 It's hot in the room I'm living in while I'm in DSS custody waiting for my benefits.  I went to a few places today. I'm going somewhere this weekend. It's like a very bad dream these times. I'm stuck here in this facility. I need things to change soon...

Thursday, January 22, 2025 I'm still here in this facility in the middle of nowhere, in DSS custody waiting for my benefits, and I'm tired of being in a facility in DSS custody. There's supposed to be winter weather here this weekend. My Xbox series x arrived today. I need things to get better soon...

Wednesday, December 31, 2025 I haven't posted in weeks. I've considered posting a few times but didn't feel like it. I've been here since the day before Thanksgiving. I've been walking around the area. I now have a library card. I've been trying to deal with being here. Being here made me realize that I was correct in my thinking about living in South Carolina. If I remain in South Carolina I will spend most of my time alone. I've spent most of my time since June alone.  I've been thinking about this time last year. I miss my mom. I miss my cat. I miss my bedroom and my things. I miss my routines. I was sent a few items for Christmas by a LinkedIn connection. I attended 2 Christmas parties. I have a nice blanket from one party. The room I'm in is very hot most of the time. It's been different living in facilities with seniors these past 6 months.  I'm still waiting for my benefits and I will continue working on moving back to California. I mi...