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  Saturday, April 12, 2025 It's early on another Saturday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm going to sleep more before getting up. I'm going to the museum near the town across the river from my community today. On my way home I'll go by and pick up a free lunch. Yesterday I attended the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. I was able to go early and pick up information from the social worker about possible housing. I also picked up information on obtaining a free state ID. I brought 2 of my laptops thinking I would get them fixed while at the library but the person didn't know how to fix them. I went to a program about the Titanic at the library in my community. The food was good. Sam was there. It was great seeing him. I'm looking forward to the next D&D program at the library in my community which is happening at the end of this month. Tomorrow I'm going to the clothing ...

  Friday, April 11, 2025 The place where I would have went this morning for free produce is no longer giving out free produce due to budget cuts made by Trump. I'm going to the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. I'm planning to go early to talk to a social worker. I'm taking 2 of my laptops with me to have them fixed if possible. I'm attending a program about the Titanic at the library in my community afterwards. I was writing new poetry daily but I haven't had the energy for it these past few days. I keep thinking about having my first boyfriend and my first career. I wonder how others are so easily able to find these things and I'm finding it impossible. I'm self conscious about my body. I've been told that I've lost weight but I still feel ugly. It doesn't seem like anyone finds me attractive. I often wonder if my penis is a good size. I wonder if my cock is good enough. I look back to the times I...

  Thursday, April 10, 2025 I went to Bojangles yesterday for a free birthday item. I went to 711 to get a free slurpee but the machine wasn't working. I went to CVS and Food Lion. I prefer to go to Food Lion. I have a meeting with Able this afternoon. I'm going several places each day tomorrow Saturday and Sunday. I wonder if I'll ever have my first boyfriend and my first career. I feel like nothing is getting better.

  Wednesday, April 09, 2025 Wednesday. I'm going to a few places today. I don't know all of the places because I could change my mind. I have a meeting with Able at the library in my community tomorrow. I have plans for Friday Saturday and Sunday. I don't know what will happen next. I don't know what I'm doing or what to do... It's Wednesday and I'm still single with no first boyfriend and no first career. I'm still worried about where I'll be living... I have a few days ahead of me that will be very busy.

  Tuesday, April 08, 2025 I'm going somewhere today. I have a meeting Thursday. Friday and Saturday I'm going to several places. I have plans for Sunday. I'm going to be busy on Friday and Saturday. It's early and I'm getting my daily routine finished so I can work on other things later today. I often look back on the few times I met with guys my age. I wonder where they are now.  I don't know what I'm doing to do but I need to do something...

  Monday, April 07, 2025 I went to the dinner yesterday. I didn't stay the entire time because I was anxious about the possibility of a thunderstorm. I'm glad that I left early since I made it home before dark. I'm going somewhere tomorrow morning. I applied to a program today that I believe could help me. This weekend is going to be very busy for me.

  Sunday, April 06, 2025 I went to an Autism event and Queer Game Night yesterday.  This evening I'm planning to attend a dinner. I thought that if I keep getting out and going to things that I would meet someone who would become my first boyfriend.  I received some strange messages on Insta from someone appearing to be a MAGMA cult member. I'm uncertain what else I'll do today. I have plans for this week. I need to work on some things this week.

  Saturday, April 05, 2025 It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow. I have no idea what else I'm doing next week. I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option. I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend. There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming. I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

  Friday, April 04, 2025 I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins. I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers. I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday. I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today. It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

  Thursday, August 03, 2025 I was considering going to a program at the library in my community this morning but I was too tired from yesterday. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and another program somewhere else. Sunday is the dinner but I don't know if I'll be able to go because of the weather. I'm tired. I need to go through my stuff and organize it and downsize.  I'm planning to have a monthly zine soon. I have things to do but I'm too tired to do much of anything today...

  Wednesday April 02, 2025 It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event. I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them. I don't think anyone reads my blogs. I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket. I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

  Tuesday April 01, 2025 I had breakfast at Dunkin today. I'll post on my social videos of what I had including a free cold brew. I'm feeling tired. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with the Autism program. I will leave early in the morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night.