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Thursday, February 27, 2025

  Thursday, February 27, 2025


Thursday. It's forecasted to rain today so I'm not going anywhere. It's early and I've already completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I need to decide what to do today or I'll end up doing nothing.


You can still see the videos that you can see my cock. I'm not ashamed of my penis. I have always wondered if it's big enough. I've received multiple compliments about it in the past. I'm not going to post a bunch of photos or videos of my dick but I don't mind showing it sometimes including showing it to someone in person.



I'm hoping that I'll meet the right guy and I'll finally have my first boyfriend. I'm not interested in older guys. I'd like someone who I can relate with and someone about my size. I am tired of being alone.




In the past I made a few mistakes including allowing old men to suck my cock. I think one of them wanted a relationship from me but I wasn't attracted to him. Whenever I was with these old men I'd close my eyes and pretend I was somewhere else. I would focus on something else.



There were a few guys my age who I met and did things with and a couple of them I wish I could have gotten to know better. I wish that I had a boyfriend. I wish that I could have had the school experience of having a boyfriend. Dates. Prom.



I'm uncertain about what I'll do today or the rest of this year but I hope it gets better...

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