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  Thursday, April 17, 2025 I picked up some produce yesterday. I attended Transfusion yesterday evening. On my way there I went by Rita's ice for a free Gelati. I did my laundry today. I have plans tomorrow and Saturday. Two packages arrived yesterday. I'm reading a book I checked out from the library in my community. Ander & Santi Were Here. I'm watching Euphoria again. I'm still figuring things out. I'm single and ready for a LTR.  I want to make movies and shows for streaming...

  Wednesday, April 16, 2025 I had my meeting with Able SC yesterday. I attended the coloring program at the library in my community. I went to 711 twice and had a free Slurpee each time. I'm planning to do some job searching this morning. I plan to add job searching to my daily routine. I'm going after some produce today. I plan to attend a program at the  center this evening. I want my first boyfriend and my first career. I need my own place to live. I'm very self conscious about my body and myself. I'm uncertain about everything. I doubt myself. I'm looking for a way to do stand-up comedy and improv. I'm looking for ways to utilize my writing and photography and video. I want to edit video. I'm open to moving to and living almost anywhere. I posted a video on my TikTok yesterday showing some of my favorite shorts utilizing several different videos. When I made and posted it I hadn't realized that I was rubbing my dick through my shorts in one of the vi...

  Tuesday, April 15, 2025 I have a meeting with Able SC today. I'm planning to go to the coloring program at the library in my community this evening. I worked on my next zine some this morning. I don't know when I'll finish it. I'm feeling tired. I went to sleep late last night and I woke up several times. I don't feel like doing much today and I want to get something done as well. I believe the "dating app" I'm currently using is a waste of time. I think all of the dating apps are a waste of time. Apparently I'm doomed to be forever single. I guess today is mid month April and I've already thought it was already May a few times...

  Monday, April 14, 2025 I had to walk to the center yesterday because my bicycle had a flat tire. I found a few items. I was able to find a ride to the library in the town across the river from my community from the center. I attended the zine program. I was able to get a ride home. I was very tired after everything yesterday. I decided not to go anywhere today. I have plans for tomorrow. I don't know what I'm doing today. I'm going to work on my next zine. My bicycle tire has been fixed...

  Sunday, April 13, 2025 I'm sometimes adventurous and carefree. Have you seen my penis? I've posted videos of it on my Twitter. I'm not ashamed of my dick. I'd probably let you see it in person if you were to ask me in the right way. In the past I would have said that I'm religious but now I'm uncertain if that would be the word to describe myself. I believe.  I'm going to the Queer pop up clothing this morning. Afterwards I'm going to the library in the town across the river from my community.  I'm open to having a boyfriend. He would be my first boyfriend. I don't believe that there's a guy out there who is attracted to me. I woke up early and completed all of my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I also played Minecraft. I've been here this many days watching the weather change, The clouds are vanishing and reappearing, The rain pours after the fog dissappears, I'm still the same as when I first began.

  Saturday, April 12, 2025 It's early on another Saturday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm going to sleep more before getting up. I'm going to the museum near the town across the river from my community today. On my way home I'll go by and pick up a free lunch. Yesterday I attended the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. I was able to go early and pick up information from the social worker about possible housing. I also picked up information on obtaining a free state ID. I brought 2 of my laptops thinking I would get them fixed while at the library but the person didn't know how to fix them. I went to a program about the Titanic at the library in my community. The food was good. Sam was there. It was great seeing him. I'm looking forward to the next D&D program at the library in my community which is happening at the end of this month. Tomorrow I'm going to the clothing ...

  Friday, April 11, 2025 The place where I would have went this morning for free produce is no longer giving out free produce due to budget cuts made by Trump. I'm going to the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. I'm planning to go early to talk to a social worker. I'm taking 2 of my laptops with me to have them fixed if possible. I'm attending a program about the Titanic at the library in my community afterwards. I was writing new poetry daily but I haven't had the energy for it these past few days. I keep thinking about having my first boyfriend and my first career. I wonder how others are so easily able to find these things and I'm finding it impossible. I'm self conscious about my body. I've been told that I've lost weight but I still feel ugly. It doesn't seem like anyone finds me attractive. I often wonder if my penis is a good size. I wonder if my cock is good enough. I look back to the times I...

  Thursday, April 10, 2025 I went to Bojangles yesterday for a free birthday item. I went to 711 to get a free slurpee but the machine wasn't working. I went to CVS and Food Lion. I prefer to go to Food Lion. I have a meeting with Able this afternoon. I'm going several places each day tomorrow Saturday and Sunday. I wonder if I'll ever have my first boyfriend and my first career. I feel like nothing is getting better.

  Wednesday, April 09, 2025 Wednesday. I'm going to a few places today. I don't know all of the places because I could change my mind. I have a meeting with Able at the library in my community tomorrow. I have plans for Friday Saturday and Sunday. I don't know what will happen next. I don't know what I'm doing or what to do... It's Wednesday and I'm still single with no first boyfriend and no first career. I'm still worried about where I'll be living... I have a few days ahead of me that will be very busy.

  Tuesday, April 08, 2025 I'm going somewhere today. I have a meeting Thursday. Friday and Saturday I'm going to several places. I have plans for Sunday. I'm going to be busy on Friday and Saturday. It's early and I'm getting my daily routine finished so I can work on other things later today. I often look back on the few times I met with guys my age. I wonder where they are now.  I don't know what I'm doing to do but I need to do something...

  Monday, April 07, 2025 I went to the dinner yesterday. I didn't stay the entire time because I was anxious about the possibility of a thunderstorm. I'm glad that I left early since I made it home before dark. I'm going somewhere tomorrow morning. I applied to a program today that I believe could help me. This weekend is going to be very busy for me.

  Sunday, April 06, 2025 I went to an Autism event and Queer Game Night yesterday.  This evening I'm planning to attend a dinner. I thought that if I keep getting out and going to things that I would meet someone who would become my first boyfriend.  I received some strange messages on Insta from someone appearing to be a MAGMA cult member. I'm uncertain what else I'll do today. I have plans for this week. I need to work on some things this week.

  Saturday, April 05, 2025 It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow. I have no idea what else I'm doing next week. I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option. I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend. There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming. I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

  Friday, April 04, 2025 I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins. I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers. I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday. I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today. It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

  Thursday, August 03, 2025 I was considering going to a program at the library in my community this morning but I was too tired from yesterday. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and another program somewhere else. Sunday is the dinner but I don't know if I'll be able to go because of the weather. I'm tired. I need to go through my stuff and organize it and downsize.  I'm planning to have a monthly zine soon. I have things to do but I'm too tired to do much of anything today...

  Wednesday April 02, 2025 It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event. I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them. I don't think anyone reads my blogs. I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket. I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

  Tuesday April 01, 2025 I had breakfast at Dunkin today. I'll post on my social videos of what I had including a free cold brew. I'm feeling tired. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with the Autism program. I will leave early in the morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night.

 Monday, March 31, 2025 https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.blogspot.com/ https://fjasonwhitaker.blogspot.com/ I've posted poems on the blogs above. Please consider sharing my blogs.  I'm not going anywhere today or tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday.  I don't know what I'm doing today and tomorrow. I ordered 2 bedspreads and a sheet set from Ikea....

  Sunday, March 30, 2025 I stayed home today because the forecast called for thunderstorms and  because I was so tired from yesterday. I've written more poems today. I'm planning to make a zine with short stories and poetry. I'm considering a monthly zine. I'm not planning to go anywhere tomorrow due to possible thunderstorms. I do have plans for the rest of this week. I'm hopeful that I'll have a boyfriend soon. I made a new friend yesterday. I'm cooking at the moment. I'm still uncertain about everything...

  Saturday, March 29, 2025 I went to the library in the town across the river from my community. I listened to a friend of mine read a few of her poems. I was there all day. I had a free sandwich for lunch. I made a zine with some of my poetry. I had my copy of the book "Flamer" signed by the author. I went by CVS on the way home because I received an email with a 2$ extra buck coupon that would have expired tomorrow. I plan to make more zines. I'm considering going back to library tomorrow. But most likely I won't because of the weather. I'm still single...

  Friday, March 28, 2025 I went after some free produce this morning. I had breakfast at Dunkin utilizing a promo I earned. I went to Walmart for cat food. I'm going to a D&D program at the library in my community this evening. Tomorrow morning I'm going to a program at the library in the town across the river from my community. I'm working towards getting things done but I'm overwhelmed. I feel uncertain. I feel like I'm forgetting something. I want my first boyfriend soon. I'm tired of being alone and I'm horny. I need someone to share my bed with, someone to share my life with, someone to watch streaming and movies with...

 There was a time that I'd meet old men on social media in person and they would suck my penis. I was never attracted to them but it felt good in the moment.

  Thursday, March 27, 2025 Thursday. Tomorrow is the D&D game night at the library in my community. I'm looking forward to the game. I have no other plans for this month. I keep thinking about having my first boyfriend. It would be great to not be alone so much. I've been writing more poems recently. I did some laundry this morning. I applied to a few job openings today.

I dance alone with the songs In my head, On my mind On my heart Is the beat Only Roan can bring. Sing it out On the inside As I go through My day Until night comes again And I'm watching her at the Grammys again.

Summer is almost here Heat rising As the birds sing And fly away. Time again for beach trips For some But here I am Alone again Wishing I had A boyfriend To take me on road trips, Beach trips, Mountain vacations, Just anywhere to be together... But here I am alone dreaming Of a boyfriend And Summer road trips.

I'm waking up to a new day, Dreams fading As the sunlight Breaks through my window. A time ago I thought I'd find True love But the years have passed And I'm still single Waiting for love, Are you out there Somewhere Waiting for me?

  Wednesday, March 26, 2025 It's Wednesday. I'm going to a free lunch today. After the lunch I'm going to Food Lion and CVS. March is also over. I don't know what else I'll do this week. Have you followed my social? Jason29171 

  Tuesday, March 25, 2005 I went to a disability resource event today. I have more information now. I won a Magic Bullet blender in a raffle today. It was a good day but it was long and sometimes overwhelming. I went by Wendy's on the way home. I had a junior fries and a free frosty. It was one of the new flavors. I liked it. I went by Krispy Kreme for my free 6 regular donuts for my birthday. I'm tired. I was planning on going to more places today but I didn't have the energy to do so. I'm going to a free lunch tomorrow. I'm going to other places tomorrow. I'm very interested in having my first boyfriend. 

  Monday, March 24, 2025 Monday. I had a difficult time sleeping last night. I was planning on going somewhere today until I learned there would be thunderstorms today. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow. I don't know what I'm doing today. I have more plans for this week. Be sure to follow my TikTok: Jason29171 

  Sunday, March 23, 2025 I made a craft yesterday at the library in my community. I posted images of it on my social. The Pink Pony Club bracelets were delivered yesterday and her CD was delivered today. I'm considering my options. I'd like to consider singing and doing stand-up comedy. I don't know where to start. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow and I have other plans for the rest of this week. I plan on writing more. I don't know what else I will do but I want to do more...

  Saturday, March 22, 2025 Saturday. Caturday. I went to the Queer Collective yesterday. I had a conversation with a cute guy. I made a craft which I took some photos of and I plan to post on my social today. I'm going  to a craft program at the library in my community today. The Pink Pony Club bracelets I ordered yesterday are scheduled for delivery today. The Chappell Roan CD is on its way. I'm considering my options. I have several things I want to work on and Chappell Roan has inspired me to not give up on my dreams. "I know I might have never told you about the tears I've shed over these years of my life. I have been made ashamed of being myself all of my life. This year I hope to be free of that prison in my mind and find a spotlight to shine."

  Friday, March 21, 2025 I just ordered the Chappell Roan CD and a pink pony club bracelet with stickers combo. I've been writing poems again and Chappell Roan was my inspiration for my return to writing poems each day. She is such an inspiration to me and I would love to tell her thanks for her songs and improving my mood. I would like to talk to her about creativity and life because I'm certain she would have so many amazing things to say. I'm attending the Queer Collective this evening. I was planning on going to other places today but I haven't had the energy or motivation to go anywhere. I'm hoping to get myself to do more but there are so many days that I could remain in bed. I need to get my computers working. I need to spend more time on my writing and photography and video. I don't know what I'm doing but I want to do more than sit alone all of the time...

  Thursday, March 20, 2025 It's been raining today but I'm planning to go to Rita's ice for a free ice. I'm planning to go sometime around 3PM. I'm going to the Queer Collective tomorrow evening. I'm attending a craft program at the library in my community this Saturday. I'm trying to get through each day. I posted new poems this morning. I'm uncertain about everything...

  Wednesday, March 19, 2025 I had to take a nap today because I kept waking up last night. I have started to write poems again.  I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow. I hope to find my first boyfriend and my first career but I don't know if I'll ever have these things. I'm planning to go to the Queer Collective Friday evening. There's a craft program at the library in my community on Saturday.

  Tuesday, March 18th, 2025 [Sometimes I imagine my life if things hadn't been so difficult, If I hadn't been so different. It's amazing to find the times gone are the times You would Groundhog Day if you could. I came across a moment on Google Street, Before everything changed  And if I could I would hug the you from that moment in time Or forever live in that moment with you Before things became more complicated  Than I ever imagined life could become..." Tuesday and I'm feeling tired. I feel the weight of decisions to be made,  decisions I postpone because I'm afraid of what those decisions will mean and the changes they will bring to my life. I went to a few places yesterday and this morning I had a strange dream. I'm so uncertain about everything but listening to Chappell Roan I feel somewhat inspired. I think Chappell is such an amazing person.  I'm planning on attending a coloring program at the library in my community this evening. I have plans ...

  Monday, March 17, 2025 Saint Patrick's Day I went to a few places today. I had a free Rita's ice, Skittles flavor, ice for my birthday. I went to Kroger to buy something that I was sent a Kroger gift card to buy. I went by Panera Bread for a free cookie for my birthday and 5$ off a sandwich. I went by another sandwich shop for a free sandwich for my birthday. I also went by Smoothie King for a $2 Smoothie for my birthday. I was up late watching music videos on YouTube and videos about Chappell Roan. I would like to meet her. I'm tired. It's been a long day. There's things I want to do but I don't have the money.

  Sunday, March 16, 2025 There were thunderstorms this morning so I'm still in bed. I plan to get out of bed shortly. Last night I attended the Queer Game Night and I received a couple of gifts for my birthday. I don't know what I'm doing today and I need to check my calendar for the rest of this week. I'm uncertain of everything. I'm anxious about changes to my life. I wonder if I'll ever have my first boyfriend or my first career.

  Saturday, March 15, 2025 It's my birthday. I'm still in bed. I had a strange dream. I was telling someone how dark it was outside despite being so late in the morning. Then there was a part of my dream in which it was dark and I was looking down a long street. It looked like lightning towards the other end of the street and suddenly a big round street light was lit by a bunch of workers who moved it into place. I feel like having someone next to me. I feel like having a boyfriend so I wouldn't have to be in this bed alone. Earlier I thought about having a boyfriend and him being here on top of me and inside me. He would kiss me on the lips and kiss my neck while I wrapped my legs around him. I miss that physical touch. I need a boyfriend. I didn't get the job at Funko. They didn't even interview me. I don't think I'll ever buy another Funko product. Now, I wish I hadn't bought all of the ones I've bought. I didn't get the job at the Lego store ...

  Friday, March 14, 2025 Friday. Tomorrow is my birthday.  I'm feeling anxious and tired.  I'm going to the Autism program today. Tomorrow I'm going to the Queer Game Night. I'm also going to Starbucks tomorrow for my free birthday beverage. I have no idea what I'm doing. I hope something works out. I want a boyfriend, my first boyfriend, but I doubt I'll ever have a boyfriend. I also doubt I will ever have my first career. I doubt so much. I'm leaving for the Autism program soon and I feel uncertain about everything.

  Thursday, March 13, 2025 Thursday. Tomorrow, I'm going to the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. Saturday I'm going to the Queer Game Night and Starbucks for my free birthday item. I don't know what else I'll do today and the rest of this week.

  Wednesday, March 12, 2025 I'm tired and overwhelmed. I went to Walmart and I had trouble buying 2 items because of a coupon. I went by Taco Bell for a free frozen Baja Blast for my birthday. It took so long to get one beverage. After Walmart I went to circle K and had trouble redeeming a promotion. I came home and my phone died. I'm going somewhere this evening. I have plans for Friday and Saturday. Friday is the Autistic program at the library in the small town across the river from the community I live. Saturday is the Queer Game Night. I feel like going to bed. I need to go through my stuff and downsize. I need a place to live. I need an income. I have no idea what I'm going to do. This country is getting worse. I don't understand why people voted for such a horrible person.

  Tuesday, March 11, 2025 Tuesday.  Yesterday I  had a long walk to the center. On the way I picked up 2 free chicken sandwiches. I didn't have much to eat prior to leaving and I hadn't had much to drink so by the time I reached the center I wasn't feeling well. It took over 2 hours each way to walk to the center. I haven't done much today.  I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow. I have plans for Friday and Saturday.  My birthday is Saturday.

  Monday, March 10, 2025 Monday. I'm going out for lunch in a few minutes. I'm going to the center this evening for a D&D program. I have plans for Friday and Saturday. Saturday is my birthday. I'm trying to figure things out. I'm trying to find a source of income. This morning I applied to a photographer position at Funko. Yesterday I posted asking for help finding work and I had a bunch of scammers wanting to connect. I applied to a job at the Lego store at the mall in schaumburg ILLINOIS. I would love to work for either Funko or Lego. I have so many Funko figures. I have several Lego kits and I'd have more Lego if I could afford it and had the space for them. I don't know what I'm going to do but I hope that things will work out...

  Sunday, March 09, 2025 I stayed in bed later today. I tried to play Minecraft today but it keeps saying I don't have enough memory. I don't know what to do to fix this. I'm overwhelmed and I don't know what to do. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow. I have plans for Friday and Saturday. My birthday is March 15th. I'm uncertain what to do. I don't feel like doing anything but there's so much I want to do.

  Saturday, March 08, 2025 I'm tired. I've been awake since 6 AM. I went to the museum for the disability pride day. There were a bunch of organizations with information.  I went by afterwards for a free lunch. I played bingo but I didn't win. I came home and took a nap. I'm watching the recent episode of The Pitt. I'm going to watch the new episode of The White Lotus next, I don't have plans tomorrow but I have plans for the rest of next week.  I hope that things will get better for me soon.

  Friday, March 07, 2025 Friday. I walked to what I thought was an event today but it turned out I had the wrong date. I have no idea when it will take place but I'm not going to worry about it. Tomorrow morning I'm to the museum near the town across the river from my community. I'm planning to go by for a free lunch afterwards. I'm tired. I don't know what to do but I feel like doing nothing.

  Thursday, March 06, 2025 I'm tired. I went to sleep late yesterday because I watched the newest episode of The Pit and White Lotus. It was sometime after 2. I woke up early to complete my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm going to a couple of places on Saturday. I have plans next week but I don't know what they are since I haven't thought about next week yet. I keep thinking about my future. I constantly think about my past. I dream about how things could have been and how things could become. I want to have my first boyfriend. I don't want to have sex with random guys especially old men. I need to go through all of my stuff get rid of things. I hope to be able to sell some of these things. If I had money I know what I'd do but I don't have money so I don't know what I'm doing. My birthday is March 15th. Please consider helping me.

  Wednesday, March 05, 2025 Wednesday. Rain. Wind. Tornado warning. I woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. Someone is taking me to pick up some produce today. I don't know what else I'm doing today. I plan to begin going through my stuff and getting rid of things. I need to sell whatever I can to raise funds for my future. I have ideas for things I'd like to do if I had the money. I'm considering plans for tomorrow morning. I have plans for Saturday. I think I'll need to take a nap sometime today. I feel like I'm waiting for the unknown to happen. I feel tired and anxious. I would like to have a career and my first boyfriend. I don't believe I'll ever have either one. I played bingo yesterday and I won a candle warmer which I traded the person across from me for a candle. I picked up my free sandwich on the way home but I had to get a ride because the chain on my bicycle kept coming off. The person who picked me up took the bike to a shop to...

  Tuesday, March 04, 2025 Tuesday. I have a meeting at the library in my community today and then I'm playing Mardi Gra Bingo at the library. I'm going to a sandwich shop for a free sandwich afterwards. It's difficult seeing the US turning into a dictatorship with the worst people possible in charge. Things were never perfect but now things are horrible. Tomorrow I'm going after some produce. I am considering going to the classic movie program at the library in my community on Thursday. I have plans for Saturday morning. I haven't looked at next week yet. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day.  I'm uncertain about what will happen next.  I'm anxious about the future. I'm nervous about what to do. I'm uncertain if anyone reads my blog.

  Monday, March 03, 2025 I attended the dinner at the center yesterday. Today I'm staying home. Tomorrow I'm going to a Mardi Gra Bingo at the library in my community. I have more plans for this week. My birthday is March 15th. I'm wondering how I'll get through the rest of the year and the next 3 years. I'm wondering how I'm going to do anything.  I'm uncertain about everything and most of the time I don't feel like doing anything. I want to do much but then I wonder why should I do anything. I want a boyfriend. If you want to be my boyfriend please get to know me by spending time with me.  I want to travel and go camping and go on road trips. I need a boyfriend to show me places. MONDAY. March 03. 2025.

  Sunday, March 02, 2025 Sunday. I'm going to a dinner at the center this evening. Last night I attended the Queer Game Night. The person who hosts the game night gave me a vase of flowers and a card. I went to bed late last night. I have plans this week. I'm planning to go through my stuff and get ready as though I'm moving so I'm more ready for when I'll have to move. I don't know where I'll move because I don't know where I'll go. I met someone last night who I plan on playing video games with soon. These days don't feel real.  I feel uncertain about everything. I feel like going back to bed. I also want to go to the dinner this evening...

 Saturday, March 01, 2025 Saturday. It doesn't feel real.  I went to a program at the library in my community.  There were cupcakes and brownies and popcorn. I went by Tropical Smoothie Cafe on the way home and redeemed the T-mobile Tuesday reward. I'm going to the Queer Game Night this evening. Tomorrow evening I'm planning to attend the dinner. I'm on the Archer dating app but I don't think anything will result from it. I wish that I a boyfriend who would take me on road trips and vacations. I'd like to go camping. I want sex again but only if it's in a relationship. I've considered meeting guys for sex alone but I don't think I could do that again. If someone were attracted to me I'd like to know. You would have to tell me because I won't pick up on anything subtle. I'm uncertain about this year and my future. I have more plans for next week starting tomorrow...

  Friday, February 28, 2025 I'm depressed. Someone I care about was told today that she might only have 6 months to live. I don't know what I'll do when she's gone. I don't know if I'll go anywhere today. I'm considering my plans. My head hurts and I've been crying...

  Thursday, February 27, 2025 Thursday. It's forecasted to rain today so I'm not going anywhere. It's early and I've already completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I need to decide what to do today or I'll end up doing nothing. You can still see the videos that you can see my cock. I'm not ashamed of my penis. I have always wondered if it's big enough. I've received multiple compliments about it in the past. I'm not going to post a bunch of photos or videos of my dick but I don't mind showing it sometimes including showing it to someone in person. I'm hoping that I'll meet the right guy and I'll finally have my first boyfriend. I'm not interested in older guys. I'd like someone who I can relate with and someone about my size. I am tired of being alone. In the past I made a few mistakes including allowing old men to suck my cock. I think one of them wanted a relationship from me but I wasn't attracted to him....

  Wednesday, February 26, 2025 It's Wednesday again. I posted new videos including one that ends on a photo of my penis. I wonder how many people will see it. This isn't the first video I've included imagery of my cock. I think I'll do it again sometime. I'm going to a free lunch today. I'm also going to Food Lion and possibly CVS.  I'm thinking about things I want to do. It feels overwhelming and I'm uncertain of myself. I think about having my first boyfriend and my first career.  I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I want to get this done early everyday so I have more time for other things. Have you seen my penis?  I'm looking for a way to start my life. I feel as though I'm not doing all that I could be doing.

  Tuesday, February 25, 2025 I went to Walmart today. I had some coupons. One was for Axe deodorant. The cashier took my coupon but didn't take it off the order. I had another coupon that was for a free can of  cat food but they didn't take off the full amount. Tomorrow I'm going to a free lunch and then Food Lion. I'll consider going to CVS as well.  Friday  morning I'm going after free produce. Friday evening is the D&D game night at the library in my community. I don't know what I'm doing Thursday. I want a boyfriend. I'd like to have sex. I'm versatile.  I continue to think that it's possible for me to meet the right guy. I hope that he'll take a chance on me. Soon it'll be March. My birthday is March 15th.

  Monday, February 24, 2025 Monday. I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday and Friday. I have no idea what I'm doing. I try to keep going. I always look back over my life and wonder what I could have done differently for a better outcome. I'm  trying to start my life with a first career and my first boyfriend. I wonder if anyone will ever hire me and I wonder if anyone will ever be attracted to me. I'm uncertain what to do now.

  Sunday, February 23, 2025 Sunday. I'm feeling lonely. I need a boyfriend. I would like to cuddle. I imagine him behind me, holding me, kissing my neck. I'm versatile. I need a boyfriend who is versatile. I've never had a boyfriend. I want to have a life. I hate being alone. I don't know what I'm doing this week.

  Saturday, February 22, 2025 Saturday. I remained in bed later today because it was cold and I didn't want to get out of bed. I entered to win a truck and a RV today. I hope I win. I'm still hoping to meet my first boyfriend and future husband soon. It seems that guys claiming to be looking for a LTR on dating sites are lying. I've been going through some of my stuff today trying to get rid of something so I don't have as much. I don't feel like doing anything.

  Friday, February 21, 2025 I could have attended two things this evening but it was too cold for me. I didn't feel up to going anywhere. I wish that it had been warmer or that I felt like going. I wanted to go but I kept thinking about how cold it is tonight. I don't plan to go anywhere tomorrow. I don't know what I'm doing the rest of tonight or tomorrow.

  Thursday, February 20, 2025 I went to the library in my community this morning for the final time for a program about eating healthy. It was a cold ride there and a cold damp ride home. I felt the freezing rain. I was planning to go to the Queer Collective at the center tomorrow evening but it's going to be very cold, I Need a home. I need my first career and my first boyfriend. I need to figure out what to do with my life.  It's cold and I feel like going back to bed.

  Wednesday, February 19, 2025 It's cold and raining. I was able to, with help, pick up some produce today. I'm not going anywhere else today. I have plans for tomorrow morning but my plans might change due to the weather. I have plans Friday evening. I feel like going to bed. I need to get my MacBook working again.  I need to figure out how to achieve my goals.  I want to find my first boyfriend and my first career. I want to travel in a Grounded Campervan. I want a small house for when I'm not traveling. I want to spend time writing and reading. I want to submit my writing to somewhere. My birthday is March 15th.

  Tuesday, February 18, 2025 I went to the library in my community this afternoon believing I had a meeting. I found out, while waiting and checking my email, that the meeting had been postponed. I've  been playing Sims 4. The prize pack I won was delivered today. In the box were a gaming keyboard, a gaming mouse, and a gaming headset. The Ikea gift card I won should be here soon. I have plans this evening...

  Monday, February 17, 2025 I have not done anything today except for my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I had a strange dream. I've been having more strange dreams recently. I keep thinking about things I want to get done but then I don't do anything. I have plans for tomorrow and the rest of this week. I have a feeling that the package I was expecting today won't be delivered today.

  Sunday, February 16, 2025 I walked to the Queer Game Night yesterday. It rained some while walking there but it didn't rain too heavy. It was a shorter game night. It rained this morning. I stayed in bed longer because I had no interest in getting out of bed. A prize pack I won is scheduled for delivery tomorrow. Is finding my first boyfriend an impossible task? Will I ever have my first career? I think I want to get something done today but I also want to do nothing all day.

  Saturday, February 15, 2025 Saturday. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I am looking forward to attending the Queer Game Night this evening. I feel like taking a nap. I kept waking up last night. I feel tired. The prize pack I recently won in a sweepstakes is scheduled for delivery on Monday. I plan to make posts on my social showing what I won. At the moment one of my goals is to own a house and a Grounded Campervan to travel in when not home. I want a remote job so I can travel wherever and whenever I want. I am open to various options for a house but I want a Grounded Campervan to utilize while traveling. It would be great to have a boyfriend, my first boyfriend, to travel with... I'm uncertain of what will happen next. I'm hopeful that my life will improve soon... I know that I need help but I'm not great at asking for help. I have plans next week, not tomorrow, and I hope to get some things done today and next week.  I don't if it's going to r...

Friday, February 14, 2025 Happy Valentines Day. I wish that I had a boyfriend to celebrate today with.  This morning I rode my bicycle and picked up some free produce and 2 boxes of free food. I'm going to the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community today. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow so I can ride my bicycle to the Queer Game Night. I don't know what to do when I want to do so much and I want to do nothing at the same time. I'm considering what things I can get rid of and what things I want to keep. SPOTIFY.COM REMOVED some of my podcasts from a couple of years ago showing how they are beginning to censorship content.  I have plans next week.

  Thursday, February 13, 2025 I attended the program at the library in my community this morning. I wasn't certain that I'd be able to go because it was raining this morning.  I plan to go after some free produce in the morning but I'm uncertain because of the weather. I'm planning to attend the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community tomorrow afternoon. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and I hope that the weather will be nice. I don't feel like doing anything tonight.  I have plans for next week. I would like to walk in snow. I would like to walk around somewhere that's covered in snow. I want to find my first boyfriend. I hate being alone. It seems like it'll be impossible to meet someone. I would like a first career but I doubt if anyone will ever consider me. I don't know what to do....

  Wednesday, February 12, 2025 It's been raining. It's cold and damp outside. I've already placed the trash and recycling out for tomorrow. I'm watching a classic cartoon called Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on Paramount. I like to watch old cartoons. I have some of them on DVD. I am going to the library in the morning. Friday morning I have some free produce to go after. There's also the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. Saturday night is the Queer Game Night. There's some classic movies like Toy Story that I want to watch.  I keep thinking about where I'd want to live. I'd like to live in a city again. Maybe New York or Chicago? I would also like to travel full-time in a Grounded Campervan. I was thinking that it would be nice to have a tiny home on land somewhere and a Grounded Campervan to travel in while not home. It would be great to have a boyfriend.  I want to work remotely and travel the country.

  Tuesday, February 11, 2025 I had a meeting this morning but it was rescheduled due to the weather. It has been been rescheduled for a week from today. I don't know what I will do today because I no longer have the meeting and I've completed my sweepstakes and instant win games for today. I need to figure out what I could do and decide what to do based on what I need to get done.  I have plans for Thursday morning. I have plans for Friday. I'm attending the Queer Game Night on Saturday. I need to start a daily routine of working on my writing. I need to make time to read daily. I need to get other things done. I'm constantly overwhelmed and depressed. I'm uncertain about everything. I doubt everything.  I had a strange dream. I want to do so much but don't have the energy to do much of anything.

 Monday, February 10, 2025 I decided to stay home today. I have a meeting tomorrow morning. I received a free Axe deodorant and Axe body spray in the mail today. I won something last week. I don't know when it'll get here. I have more plans for the week including the Queer Game Night on Saturday. I'm looking for ways to improve my life.

 Sunday, February 09, 2025 I was considering going to a program tomorrow evening at the library in the town across the river from the community where I live. I'm not certain if I will go or not. I have plans for the rest of the week. My MacBook is still not working. I'm uncertain about my future.

 Saturday, February 08, 2025 I had a horrible experience yesterday at the Walgreens located at  2224 Augusta Rd, West Columbia, SC 29169 They attempted to charge me regular price for an item marked as on sale at the display. The employees were rude and lacked training. I was harassed by a homophobic manager that has treated me rudely before. I don't know why Walgreens keeps people like this. I went to the accessibility day at the museum close to the town across the river from the community I live. It was great. There was a 4D show about the migration of sardines.  I had a free lunch at a religious facility before heading home. They also played bingo and I won. I had to take a nap when I came home because I didn't feel well. I have plans for Monday.  I'm not feeling well. I have other plans for next week aside from Monday but nothing planned for tomorrow.

 Friday, February 07, 2025 Friday and I'm home waiting to leave for a program at my local community library. I'm considering going by 711 first for a free slurpee. I'm somewhat actively looking for a boyfriend, my first boyfriend, and future partner in life. I don't know if I'll ever meet the right guy but I'm not going to be with the wrong guy. I have plans for tomorrow morning. I have plans next week. I dream of a life, having a life, and being happy. I browse homes for sale and I imagine having my first home. I have things that I want to work on but I also have this feeling that whatever I do would be a waste of time.

 Thursday, February 06, 2025 I decided not to go anywhere today.  I'm planning to go to a program at my local community library tomorrow.  I have plans for Saturday. I'm thinking about what I should do today. I'm looking forward to having my first boyfriend. It would be great if I  could get my life started. I need an income. I need a home.  Most of the comedy shows on streaming that I watch aren't funny. I have plans for next week...

 Wednesday, February 05, 2025 I'm going somewhere today but I won't be gone long. I need to focus on the things that I need to get done. I am considering going somewhere tomorrow and Friday. I have plans for Saturday morning. I need to figure out how not to become overwhelmed whenever I'm deciding what to do. I need to decide what to do and do those things....

 Tuesday, February 04, 2025 Tuesday. I'm anxious about so much. I haven't done much today because I didn't feel up to doing anything.  I have plans for tomorrow. I need to check my calendar for the rest of the week.  Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever have my first boyfriend. I think about what it'd be like to have my first boyfriend.  The USPS has failed to deliver several items over the past few months. I don't know what else I'll do today...

Monday, February 03, 2025 I'm looking for a LTR. I have a new app that I'm trying out.  I need to decide what I'm doing tonight. I have plans for Wednesday but nothing planned for tomorrow. I have things I need to get done. I have no idea what will happen next. I'm lonely and hoping to meet the right guy soon.

 Sunday, February 02, 2025 I attended the Queer Game Night yesterday. There were a couple of cute guys. I was able to talk with one of the new guys and I'd love to get to know him better.  I met a cute guy on my ride home. I was on my new bicycle. I stopped at a corner. He asked me if I thought there was enough room on my bike for him. I wish I had said we could try and see but I said that I didn't know. He said a few other things. He said that I probably have a big cock because of my bike, I guess the size of my cock.  I would have liked to show him my cock if we were somewhere less public and I know what I'd like to do with and where to put his cock. I had a horrible night trying to sleep. I kept waking up. I need a boyfriend.  I need sex. I'm not interested in old men. I'm versatile. My cock isn't giant but it's not remotely small. It's above average. I'm not interested in rimming, receiving or giving. I'm looking for a boyfriend who will some...

  Saturday, February 01, 2025 Saturday. The first day of a new month. I'm hopeful that things will improve for me despite the orange creep pretending to be the president. I'm working on a few things and I hope to do more this month. I think about having my first boyfriend and not having to be alone all the time. I'm uncertain about everything but I hope that things will work out for me. I'm attending the Queer Game Night this evening.

 Friday, January 31, 2025 This evening I'm planning to attend a D&D program at the library in my community. I hope that the weather will be nice for riding my bicycle to and from the library. Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Queer Game Night. I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. I'm interested in a first career and my first boyfriend. I'm considering my housing situation. I'm anxious about the fact that I could end up homeless. I will no longer use the meet-up site. It's a waste of time. Today is the last day of January. My depression remains even months since Tiger's death. I don't know what I'm doing to do...

 Thursday, January 30, 2025 I'm tired of my daily life. I'm tired of being alone most of the time.  This morning I went to my local library. I was planning to go somewhere else afterwards but I decided that I didn't want to go anywhere so I went home. I have plans for tomorrow evening. A D&D program at my local community library. Saturday I'm going to the Queer Game Night. I'm anxious about the future of this country. I live in a rural area, a rural state, and there's no opportunities for me here and I'm unable to move out of state to live in a city. I'm stuck here with no hope.

 Wednesday, January 29, 2025 I had a free lunch today. I'm going to have a free dinner this evening. I don't know what to do. I have no hope of finding my first career. I need help. I want to have a Zevo 600 to live in and travel in. Here is the link: https://www.groundedrvs.com/camper If you want to help please help me buy the van. My PayPal is:  Jasonwhitaker29171@yahoo.com  I have plans tomorrow morning and Friday evening. I'm going to the Queer Game Night Saturday. I hope to find my first boyfriend soon but I'm not interested in being with the wrong person.  I don't know what I'm going to do but I want to do something...

 Tuesday, January 28, 2025 Tuesday. It's 4:20. I feel tired but I want to get something done. The USPS has not delivered a few items recently including a gift card that I won and a coupon for free pancake mix.  I'm interested in starting my life but with the way things are going in my country I'll be lucky if anything good happens for me. I want my first boyfriend who I hope will one day propose to me and we'll have a wedding somewhere beautiful. I need my first home because I fear I'll end up homeless otherwise. I spend most of my time alone I doubt if anyone will ever read this. I'm depressed and tired of my life. Is there anyone out there who could help me? I have lunch plans for tomorrow. Thursday I have plans in the morning. Friday I'm going to a D&D program at the library in my neighborhood. Saturday I'm going to Queer Game Night. I want to work on my writing but I can't concentrate. My MacBook hasn't been working. I don't know what...

 Monday, January 27, 2025 I wanted to remain in bed all day but I didn't. I'm trying to figure out what to do today. I have plans for Wednesday though Saturday. I'm single. I've always been single. I've asked a handful of guys to be my boyfriend, over the years. and they either said no or they were not queer. I think if I were able to that I'd adopt. I'm thinking that I would adopt an older child, maybe 7 or 8 or 9. I would be open to an older child up to 12 because I'm not interested in adopting a young adult. I'm constantly anxious about everything and overwhelmed. I feel invisible. I want to find my first boyfriend soon but I don't know how to find an authentic guy who I'm attracted to who is attracted to me. I want to begin my life but between my doubts and feelings of uncertainty I'm having a difficult time starting anything. I need stability and I need a place of my own to call home. I feel like I have no hope.

 Sunday, January 26, 2025 I did laundry yesterday and I still haven't hung out my socks and underwear to dry. I don't have any plans for tomorrow.  There's things I've wanted to do but it's difficult to get myself to do anything.   One of the older men who sucked my D a few times in the past messaged me wanting me to top him. I'm considering it. I'm lonely and horny all the time. He told me that I have a beautiful cock and asked if I'd make a video of him sucking I. Is there a guy somewhere that would be attracted to me who I'd find attractive?

 Saturday, January 25, 2025  Saturday, January 25, 2025 Saturday. I feel the solitude. My entire life I've known I'm different. I thought I was getting help from the SCDDSN but I don't think they will... I'm uncertain about my future and what the future holds for me. I'm anxious about everything. I want my first boyfriend soon. I need my first career. I need my first home. I don't know how anyone finds these things. I'm no longer going to meet older me from the internet. I always felt weird after the old men I met would suck my.... When I lived in California I did meet a few guys my age but I have not had a boyfriend. I posted on LinkedIn asking for someone to hire me. I know from the lack of a response that I'm not getting hired due to discrimination. I have plans starting Wednesday...

 Friday, January 24, 2025 I'm depressed. I think about the fact that the odds of me finding my first career and first boyfriend are worse than winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket. I spend almost everyday and every hour alone. I don't have plans the next few days. I want to work on my writing and other things but I feel like going to bed most of the time. March 15 will be my birthday. As usual I won't have a party and I won't have any gifts. I don't know what to do and I don't think anyone can help me. I don't know why I keep going...

 Thursday, January 23, 2025 I went to the library near me for a program I've been attending weekly for the past couple of weeks. I only found out that the program was canceled for the day when I arrived at the library and waited for the program to begin. I deleted my Taimi profile because I realized that spending anymore time on there would be a waste of time.  I went to Walmart today and redeemed the two coupons for Edward's pies. Individual pies, two slices each box. I don't plan to go anywhere tomorrow. I often imagine what it'd be like to have my first boyfriend. What it would be like to have my first career. What it'd be like to live in my first home...

 Wednesday, January 22, 2025 Last night there was snow. I didn't believe it would snow but it did. I stayed in bed later today because I didn't want to get out of bed. I have plans for tomorrow morning. I'm anxious about the future. 

 Tuesday, January 21, 2025 It's cold. There's a chance of snow today. I had a ride to pick up some produce. I don't plan to go anywhere else today. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow because of the weather. I have plans for Thursday and Friday. I feel like going to bed. I want to work on my writing but I don't know if I have the energy to do much of anything today. I often wonder if I'll ever find my first boyfriend...

 Monday, January 20, 2025 Today is a day of mourning as this country moves closer to being a dictatorship. I'm anxious about what's going to happen next. I have plans for this week. It's cold today and this week. I had several strange and vivid dreams. I feel tired. I need to get something done today because I feel like I never get anything done. I want to find my first boyfriend soon.

 Sunday, January 19, 2025 I went to Queer Game Night last night. There were 2 cute guys there last night. We played the Ticket to Ride Europe game I received for Christmas. I need to read the rules a few times before I play it again. I stayed in bed late today and I feel like going back to bed. I believe if the TikTok ban is not done away with then we should revolt. We should stop the silencing of our voices by the rich and powerful who run the country. I'm open to any guy asking me on dates. I'm single and ready for my first boyfriend. Please don't be shy. I'm not interested in older men, older generations. I'm open to being friends with the older generations. I sat by one of them last night. I don't want to have a romantic relationship with someone of those older generations. I don't know what I'll do the rest of this day. I want to work on my writing. I'm looking to begin my first career. It's not going to be easy for me considering I'm Au...

 Saturday, January 18, 2025 Yesterday while riding my new bicycle to the Queer Collective program I was reminded of the fact that I live in a rural state with a large population of naive people. Most of the time I miss living in a city. This evening I'm attending the Queer Game Night. It rained today so it will be damp and cold tonight. I plan to begin writing on a daily basis but I don't know when I'll start. I keep entering sweepstakes for houses with the hope of winning a home so that I will not be homeless in the future. My new bicycle is perfect for my longer bike rides. I hope to figure something in regards to my first career soon...

 Friday, January 17, 2025 It appears that TikTok will be banned in the next few days. This shows how the government of the US is not a democracy. Why are politicians afraid of the people having a platform to share our thoughts? People keep saying how great Biden was but if he was so great he would not have signed into law a ban on the voices of the people of this country. F$%K Biden. I was on a dating app and I matched with someone. We started a conversation and I thought things were going well and then they blocked me. Is it possible for me to meet a real person who I'm attracted to who's attracted to me? I've had a few dreams that included the band Twenty one pilots. I love the band. I need someone to share my day to day life with, someone to cuddle with, and someone to have sex with... I have to be attracted to this person. If I'm not attracted to them we could still be friends but nothing beyond friends. I feel weird about my body. I feel very unattractive. I wonder...

 Thursday, January 16, 2025 I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. I am considering writing each day.  I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow evening and Saturday evening. I don't if I will go anywhere tomorrow or Saturday because of the weather. I haven't done much today because I didn't have the energy to do anything more...

 Wednesday, January 15, 2025 I was given a new bicycle today. I'm uncertain about my plans for the next few days due to potential rain. I've exercised at home today and I plan to exercise more this evening. I need to do something with my writing. I also need to do something with my photography and video. I hope to find my first boyfriend soon. I have been entering to win the HGTV house but I don't think I'll ever win a house. Ì feel like going to bed but I want to get something done before I go to bed.

 Tuesday, January 14, 2025 I'm tired. I went to CVS and Food Lion today. A free container of Starbucks instant coffee was delivered by UPS today. I don't have any plans for tomorrow. I have plans for the next three days. It's cold and I feel like going to bed. I wonder if I will be single forever. Is there a guy out there who can love me? I need someone but not anyone. I need the right person for me. I have no idea what I'm doing. I was thinking about setting up a gofundme to raise money for an electric camper to live in and travel in. I would place all of my possessions in storage. Does anyone want to date me? Would anyone want to marry me?

 Monday, January 13, 2025 I wonder if it's possible for me to find my first boyfriend and obtain my first career. I feel like I can't do anything to change my life for the better.  I received fabric samples for a wedding dress today. I often imagine meeting someone someday and him proposing to me. I imagine our wedding and I was recently considering what I would wear to my wedding. I spend most of my time alone.  I don't feel like doing much of anything but there's so much I want to do... I want to learn how to play drums. I have a drum set but not a space to have it setup. I want to have my own home and space to do the creative things that interest me.

 Sunday, January 12, 2025 I went to bed late yesterday. I was horny and lonely last night. I wonder why no one ever asks me out on dates. I think I'm ugly and not attractive. It seems like no one will ever find me attractive. I wonder if my cock is big enough. I wonder if I have a nice cock. I've been told that I have a nice cock but did they truly mean it? I want a boyfriend to share my life and my bed with. I don't know what I'm doing this week. I hope to have a first career and my first boyfriend soon...

 Saturday, January 11, 2025 There was no snow where I live. It was cold and I could hear the freezing rain on the roof. I didn't go anywhere yesterday or today. I have been exercising at home. I need a boyfriend. I don't know how I will find my first boyfriend. It's Saturday. The weather changed how these past couple of days have been.  I don't know what I'm doing next week but this week is ending tonight.

 Thursday, January 09, 2025 I went to the library near me this morning and attended a program. I went to Walgreens and Firehouse Subs. It's cold. The accessibility day at the museum and the Autism program at the library have been canceled. I plan to remain home tomorrow and Saturday. I feel like going to bed.

 Wednesday, January 08, 2025  Wednesday, January 08, 2025 It's Wednesday. I am going to a program in the morning at the library near me. Friday I will attend the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. Saturday I'm going to the museum for the accessibility day and on my way home I'll go by and pick up a free lunch. My macbook hasn't been working recently but I am able to continue with most things except for viewing my calendar. I want a boyfriend, my first boyfriend, but I won't settle for anyone other than the person I would want to marry someday. I hope things improve for m. I won a 20$ gift card this morning. I'm anxious about the future...

 Tuesday, January 07, 2025 Tuesday. I went to Ace Hardware store and Five Below today.  I'm going to pick up some produce tomorrow. I don't know when the snow was supposed to occur but I haven't seen any. I'm tired. It was a long walk today.

 Monday, January 06, 2025 Monday. I've exercised a few times today.  I had planned to work on my writing today but I couldn't remember where I placed  my notebooks with my notes on my writing. I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow.  I had strange dreams. Tyler from Twenty one pilots was in my dream. Saturday I'm going to the museum for the accessibility day. The forecast is calling for rain on Saturday.

 Sunday, January 05, 2025 Sunday. My MacBook pro is not working again so I'm on my Samsung tablet.  There's a possibility of snow this week. I don't know what I'm doing this week except for Wednesday when I will go pick up some produce.  I wonder what it would be like to have my first boyfriend. A first career would be great as well. I want to focus on certain things and get them done but it's not easy for me. I don't know what I'm doing and what I'm going to do.   

 Saturday, January 04, 2024 Saturday. This morning I woke up several times. My right eye is bothering me today. I plan to go to Walgreens after writing this blog. This evening I am going to the Queer Game Night. I need to figure out how to sync the Macbook Pro calendar with my Samsung phone calendar. I did not work on my writing yesterday. I forgot to work on my writing because I was anxious about my computer. It appears to be working again. It is cold. There is a chance of snow soon. Maybe next week. I wonder if I will ever have a boyfriend. I would like to have one. I have one cat now. It's strange only having one cat after having 3 for so many years. I am going by the post office on my way to the Queer Game Night. Something is arriving today. I have been playing the new Switch and the Switch Game I recently won. I like the game. It's a Mario Game. I already have Mario Kart. ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https:/...

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 Wednesday, January 01, 2025 It is almost eleven PM on Wednesday, January 01, 2025. I have not written in my blogs since September. I had to take a break from my blogs and my daily videos. I will not do a daily video today or I do not believe that I will do one today. Maybe, I will change my mind and do one. I have been depressed. I am depressed. I do not know what to do without Tiger. I miss him so much. I plan to go to the CWC library tomorrow morning for their mystery movie program to watch a movie and have some popcorn. I do not know what I am doing on Saturday because I may end up going somewhere and missing the Queer Game Night. I plan to continue attending programs at the center, the CWC library, and the Autism program at the Richland County library. I hope to begin writing and reading again. I plan to play video games more and do some coloring at home. I do not know what this new year will bring to me. I won a Switch OLED and it is arriving soon. I have won a few other thin...