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Wednesday, December 31, 2025 I haven't posted in weeks. I've considered posting a few times but didn't feel like it. I've been here since the day before Thanksgiving. I've been walking around the area. I now have a library card. I've been trying to deal with being here. Being here made me realize that I was correct in my thinking about living in South Carolina. If I remain in South Carolina I will spend most of my time alone. I've spent most of my time since June alone.  I've been thinking about this time last year. I miss my mom. I miss my cat. I miss my bedroom and my things. I miss my routines. I was sent a few items for Christmas by a LinkedIn connection. I attended 2 Christmas parties. I have a nice blanket from one party. The room I'm in is very hot most of the time. It's been different living in facilities with seniors these past 6 months.  I'm still waiting for my benefits and I will continue working on moving back to California. I mi...

It's another day Simple day like any other, I'm still here waiting I'm not dating, I've never had a boyfriend And now's not the time To be looking I'm going somewhere And I'm leaving behind Everything I once knew And everything I've come to know Since leaving my home.

I'm here for now It's just temporary I'm heading west Once I have what I'm waiting for... I'm not going back No turning around This journey I'm on It's not over it's just A time of waiting for Things to get started I broken hearted but I'm going on after everything...

 Monday, November 17, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 17, 2025 Monday. I haven't felt like posting these past few days. As far as I know I'm moving out of this facility Wednesday. I have no idea where I'm going. I'm trying to get through these last couple of days being here...

 Friday, November 14, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, November 14, 2025 Friday night. I've been relaxing today. I'm catching up on shows on streaming. I'm counting down the days until my eviction day. Wednesday is the day I'm being evicted...

 Tuesday, November 11, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, November 11, 2025 Tuesday night. It's been cold where I'm currently residing. I've walked outside some but exercised indoors mostly. I've also been watching a show on streaming. I keep thinking about my life after this place...

 Monday, November 10, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 10, 2025 Friday afternoon I left here for a camping trip to the mountains. I went with my church. It was great. My two best friends were there. I shared a bed with one of my two best friends in a converted horse trailer. The place we went also had two bathrooms with showers. Friday on the way there we stopped at Walmart McDonald's Speedway McDonald's Ingles Saturday we went hiking to Rainbow Falls. It was 3 miles round-trip. The trip came at a perfect time...

 Thursday, November 06, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, November 06, 2025 I'm tired. I've been overwhelmed these past few days. I'm currently watching streaming on my TV and listening to music on phone while writing this on my tablet. The trans longue support group on Zoom I was planning to attend tonight has been canceled. I'm excited about the camping trip with my church this weekend. I have no idea what I'm doing but I keep going. I can't give up...

 Wednesday, November 05, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, November 05, 2025 Wednesday. It was too late last night after the trans longue support group on Zoom to do my blog. Yesterday was a long day. My guardian ad litem came by yesterday. I've exercised and walked today. The Feastables chocolate I won arrived today. I'm looking forward to camping this weekend...

 Monday, November 03, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 03, 2025 Monday night. I'm looking forward to the weekend and camping with my church. I haven't done much today. I walked and I exercised. I watched streaming. I have another support group on Zoom with trans longue. This one takes place the first and third Thursday of each month.

 Sunday, November 02, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, November 02, 2025 Sunday night. I went to New Day Church this morning. It's been a long day. I'm watching Christ Chapel of the Valley on FB at the moment. I'm looking forward to being back in California but I'm going to miss the people I know here and the people I've known back home. I miss the routines I had at home...

 Saturday, November 01, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, November 01, 2025 Today was great overall. My friend Julie took me to cracker barrel and Walmart. It was great seeing her. When she brought me back to the facility I'm being held by DSS I was told by the staff here that DSS told them that I have to tell the staff here, in advance, whenever I go somewhere so they can tell DSS. I'm tired of being a prisoner here.

 Friday, October 31, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, October 31, 2025 Friday night. This morning my friend Gary took me to a few places, here is a list of where we went in order of when we went there: McDonald's 711 Speedway Five Below Wendy's Publix McDonald's I was able to get a bunch of stuff for free today. I had breakfast at McDonald's. I walked down to the other houses and talked with the people down there including my friend Chris who was moved from the house across the street down to house #3. Chris I played Uno and a card game called Speed. I tried my best to teach him speed. My friend Julie is coming up tomorrow...

 Thursday, October 30, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, October 30, 2025 Tomorrow's Halloween. My friend Gary is taking me to a few places in the morning. My friend Julie is coming up to take me places on Saturday. Sunday I'm going church. It's the end of another month. Tonight I found out I won...

 Wednesday, October 29, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, October 29, 2025 I'm writing this because I'm asking for help. I'm also writing this so that there's clarification as to the help I need. I'm also writing this because people have a tendency not to hear me. I'm not sure if you can help me alone but that's why I'm writing this to as many people as I can think of. My current situation: I'm in DSS custody in a facility called ruby Donald in Greenville County South Carolina. In June I was removed from my home. I've had money and all of my possessions stolen from me. I was first placed in the hospital ER in Columbia after being removed from my home in west Columbia. I was ...

 Tuesday, October 28th, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, October 28th, 2025 Tuesday night. It's been a long day. I've been anxious and overwhelmed about how much longer I will be held captive in this facility. I've been here too long already...

 Monday, October 27, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, October 27, 2025 It's been a long day. It's Monday night. I'm wondering how much longer I will be here in this facility. I miss my mom. It's strange the thought of her not being there. I wish I could have her back. I'm thinking about life after this place and I'm anxious about all of the details that I don't know...

 Sunday, October 26, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, October 26, 2025 Sunday night. First day of a new week. I've been here the weekend because my friend Gary had a health problem. This morning I wrote an email about asking for help with my move to California and other things. I sent it to organizations and churches in California. My hope and prayer is that something good comes from me sending the email. My hope and prayer is that the people who received the email can help me and they will forward the email to other people who can help me. I forgot that my paramount account was canceled when I canceled my Walmart plus account..

 Saturday, October 25, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, October 25, 2025 Saturday night. I was planning to attend Spartanburg Pride today, but my friend who was driving me there is having a health problem. I won't be able to go to church in the morning or attend the Greenville FBC LGBTQ meeting tomorrow evening. I will watch my church in North Hollywood on FB live tomorrow. I'm tired of not being able to go anywhere when I want. I'm tired of being stuck here...

 Friday, October 24, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, October 24, 2025 Friday night. My plans for this weekend have changed. I won't be able to go anywhere this weekend because my friend Gary is experiencing a health problem. I'm tired of being confined here.

 Thursday, October 23, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, October 23, 2025 Today I've been thinking about my move back to California and locating a place to live temporarily until I can get my services. I have to be there in California physically before I can receive services there so I need a place to live there prior to receiving services. I need help obtaining a temporary place to live. I have a large balance on my SNAP that I should be able to utilize when I first get to California. I watched a show on Netflix today called Boots...

 Wednesday, October 22, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, October 22, 2025 Wednesday night. The Christ Chapel of the Valley Bible study on Zoom is tonight. I've been walking more. I need to find temporary housing in California while waiting to receive services. I have to physically be there to receive services. I'm hopeful about moving back to California soon. I'm still waiting for my benefits...

 Tuesday, October 21, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, October 21, 2025 Tuesday night. I have the neurodivergent trans longue support group on Zoom tonight. I've walked several times today. I exercised some in my room today. I'm watching a movie on Amazon. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow...

 Monday, October 20, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, October 20, 2025 Monday night. I made a dentist appointment for November. I called about my life insurance. I won't have as much money as I had anticipated. I watched the first few episodes of Your Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man with my new friend Chris who lives across the street from me. I've started using an app that tracks my walking and other things that earn points towards a gift card. I walked over 8,000 steps today. I'm wondering how much longer it'll be before I move back to California...

 Sunday, October 19, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k  Sunday, October 19, 2025 Sunday night. I went to New Day church this morning. Before church we went by Burger King and McDonalds. At burger King I got a free frozen coke and a free orange juice. At McDonald's I got a free steak egg and cheese biscuit. I also received a free caramel frappe and a free orange Fanta soda. After church I used 15$ in reward vouchers at Best Buy to get JBL earbuds for a lower price. 10$ of the vouchers I won playing the McDonald's monopoly game. We went to Walmart. I bought a bag of assorted halloween chocolate. We went to First Baptist church Greenville for a picnic. Gary remained in the car because he wasn't feeling well. They pi...

 Saturday, October 18, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, October 18, 2025 Saturday evening. I'm watching an old movie on Amazon. I didn't do much today. I'm tired somewhat. Tomorrow is church and a church picnic. I don't know what else I'm this new week which begins tomorrow.

 Friday, October 17, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, October 17, 2025 Friday evening. I'm sitting here thinking about my time here. I've been here 4 months. At first I thought I hated being in this facility but I realized that it was something else. I was anxious and overwhelmed because I didn't have my normal routine, my normal life, the things that I would normally do and the places I would normally go. My DSS caseworker took me to the DMV. I was there for an ID. I should have the ID within a couple of weeks. She took me to Walmart and bought me a few things I need...

 Thursday, October 16, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, October 16, 2025 Thursday. My AbleSC person came out today. We talked for about an hour. She emailed two places in California concerning housing. We looked at my SSI status on the website. It's taking so long for my benefits to be approved. I made a new friend here at the facility. He is in a house across the street from me. His name is Chris. I walked several times today. I need to exercise more. Tomorrow morning my DSS caseworker is coming up. I'm anxious about what is happening and what will happen next...

 Wednesday, October 15, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, October 15, 2025 Wednesday evening. I've been watching shows on Hulu. I watched new episodes of a couple of series. One of the shows was the series High Potential which I would watch with my mom when she was alive. I browsed a few of the shows on my continue watching list on Hulu and I was reminded of watching those shows with my mom. It's very strange not having her anymore. She was so much to me. I miss her each day. My person from AbleSC is coming by for a meeting tomorrow. We're going to talk about finding housing in California. My DSS caseworker is coming up Friday for a meeting about housing. I'm looking forward to moving back to Cali...

 Tuesday, October 14, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, October 14, 2025 It's been a minute since I posted. I'm planning to post on a daily basis again. I was given a pill for depression. It made me sick from side effects. I've stopped taking the pill. I'm starting to feel better. I've been talking with my caseworkers and others helping me about my move back to California. I believe there's progress being made. I'm still waiting on my benefits but I'm working on my move back to California. The one thing of several things I need to figure out is temporary housing in California while waiting to get services in California. I have a SNAP balance that I believe I could utilize in Califor...

Saturday, September 27, 2025 I'm sitting here watching The American Housewife. I'm watching it again. I'm tired. I attended the trans longue support group last night. It's through the Los Angeles LGBTQ center and it is every Friday night. I keep thinking about past moments while trying to avoid triggering moments.  I imagine being back in California. It's been so long. I know things won't be exactly like they were when I was there before but there's no place that would be like things were before. I thought about the idea of moving back to the Columbia area but things would not be the way they were before. I lived down there for years and if I lived there again nothing would change. I want to live somewhere familiar with the potential for change. I need familiar but I also need the possibility for something completely different. I'm tired of being stuck. I've felt stuck these past few years. I miss my old routine. The only way to move forward is to mo...

 Friday, September 26, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k I'm still in this residential facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I'm still unable to leave the property without someone coming to sign me out. I've been going through a difficult time. I often think about her and how much I miss her. I often think about my cat, Junior. I hope he's doing well. I often think about everything that was stolen from me including the money.

Wednesday, September 17, 2025 Wednesday morning. Last night I attended 2 zoom meetings. The first was the writing group that meets each Tuesday. The other one is the Trans Longue that meets the first and third Tuesday. It's another day stuck here. This morning I was thinking about camera operating. I operating cameras. I also miss photography with cameras.  I hate being in this in-between place. I need to get my life started. I want to be a TV showrunner. I need to start writing but I no longer have a laptop to write on. I'm planning to figure out a more complete daily routine for the duration of being here. I feel like a prisoner here with a life sentence. I'm trying to get through each day but it's not easy. I'd like to have a boyfriend. I'm tired of being alone. I don't know how I'm going to meet him since I'm in this facility. My sinuses are bothering me. Pride in Columbia SC is approaching. I missed out on Outfest because I was in the hospital E...

 Saturday, September 13, 2025   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k I'm trying to get through another Saturday here. It's been 3 months since I was removed from my home. June 03 2025 was the last time I saw my mom. She died in July. I still can't believe that she's dead. I miss her so much. I stuck in this place. I'm hopeful about moving back to California...

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Monday, August 25, 2025 It's another morning here. I can't believe I'm stuck here in this place. It's difficult to believe that my mom's gone and my cat's somewhere in a foster home. It's so difficult to believe that pretty much everything I owned was stolen including a large amount of money. The old man that lives in the same house as me constantly mumbles into his phone. His voice is irritating. He's hard of hearing. He constantly calls me a different name though he knows my name. I have a meeting with my caseworkers tomorrow and I hope they will be helpful. I'm attending a baseball game tomorrow with my friend Gary and the other church he attends. I'm looking forward to being back in California... I hope it happens soon.

Sunday August 24, 2025 It's a new week and a new day. I'm still here at this place. I'm feeling like I want to go back to sleep.  My friend Gary is out of town but will be back in town for us to go to the LGBTQ support group at FBC. The meeting with my caseworkers is in a couple of days. My hope is that they will support my goal of moving back to California. I'm looking forward to being back in California. I'm planning on watching the Livestream of Christ Chapel of the Valley. My church in North Hollywood. My hope is that I will be able to move to North Hollywood.  If my mom were alive or if I had all of my things I would hesitate about moving back. I'm tired of being here.

 Saturday, August 23, 2025   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, August 23, 2025 It's another Saturday here. I'm trapped here. I can't leave the property without being signed out. The only friend I have who is willing and somewhat able to come and sign me out won't be available tomorrow morning. I plan to watch the livestream of Christ Chapel of the Valley on FB tomorrow. My friend should be back in time for us to go to the LGBTQ support group meeting at FBC. I believe I have support for the trip back to California but I need housing in North Hollywood. I'm open to living in other areas. I need help obtaining my benefits there. I need as many resources there as possible. I'm depressed and anxious here with no support. I need help. I need as much help as I can get...

 Tuesday, August 19, 2025   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-jasons-journey-back-to-california/cl/o?utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_content=amp13_t1&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link&lang=en_US&attribution_id=sl%3A9e4c851e-95f0-45f5-981b-c94bd71b0989&ts=1755517501 Tuesday, August 19, 2025 It's another Tuesday. I'm still here. I need help obtaining my benefits in California. I'm Autistic with ADHD. I need help moving back to California. I'm currently in DSS custody in Greenville sc. I don't know what to do. I texted my caseworkers yesterday about moving to California. I have not heard back. I'm feeling horrible today. I keep thinking about being back in California. I need out of here soo.n..  

 Monday, August 18th, 2025   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-jasons-journey-back-to-california/cl/o?utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_content=amp13_t1&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link&lang=en_US&attribution_id=sl%3A9e4c851e-95f0-45f5-981b-c94bd71b0989&ts=1755517501 It's been a few weeks since I posted on my blogs on a daily basis. These past few months have been stressful and life changing. In case you don't know: I'm currently in DSS custody in Greenville County South Carolina. It's a longer story as to how I ended up here. My only family member passed away while I was here. I was living with her. I no longer have cats. My last remaining cat, Junior, was taken from me. Most of my belongings were stolen. I have so...

  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 24, 2025 These past couple of months have been a nightmare. Taken from my home. I was told to pack for a couple of days. I was told that none of my things would be thrown out without me knowing. So many lies have been told to me since being in DSS custody. The money in the house that she had saved for years for me was stolen. Most of my things are being stolen or thrown away. A friend of mine has some of my clothes. I should have my own apartment soon unless that's another lie. I will need help replacing the things stolen from me. Im stuck here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility....

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          This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 28, 2025 It's Saturday. I'm still in the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I'm stuck here with the old people. I can't leave the property without being signed out. I was supposed to receive a backpack from Chiquita Bananas but I haven't received it yet. I went to bed early and woke up early. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for today. I've exercised a few times today. I plan to exercise more today.

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           This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, June 26, 2025 I forgot to post yesterday. There's thunderstorms today and there were thunderstorms yesterday. I don't know what will happen to me. I need help establishing a good and steady income so I can live on my own...

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        This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, June 22, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I've been here since Thursday. Before being taken here I was in the hospital ER since the 3rd of June. DSS removed me from my home. I was only able to bring a few of my things. I don't know what has happened to my things. They may have been stolen or thrown away by someone. DSS gave the key to the house to this evil person. DSS brought me some clothes, toiletries and a TV but I have plenty of clothes in my house. I don't like the clothes I have now. These are not clothes I'd wear and they're too big.

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 21, 2025 It's been a minute. I was in the hospital ER from the 3rd of June until this past Thursday morning. I'm now in Greenville, SC. They took me from Baptist Hospital in Columbia sc and moved me to Ruby Donald assisted living facility. I am not allowed to. leave the property. The food here isn't adequate in regards to nutrition. The hospital food was so much better. I've spoken with some of the old people here and they tell me that they don't do much aside from sitting around and watching TV. They told me they play bingo sometimes and have a Bible study. I lost interest in Bible studies after a Bible study led by people who know less about the Bible than me. A couple of the old people told me they go to places somet...

      This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 07, 2025 It's been a few days since posting. Some changes occurred. I'm in the hospital. They tell me that they are looking for a place for me to live. I don't know if I will post each day because most days are the same with me in a hospital bed.

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