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 Monday, August 18th, 2025   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-jasons-journey-back-to-california/cl/o?utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_content=amp13_t1&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link&lang=en_US&attribution_id=sl%3A9e4c851e-95f0-45f5-981b-c94bd71b0989&ts=1755517501 It's been a few weeks since I posted on my blogs on a daily basis. These past few months have been stressful and life changing. In case you don't know: I'm currently in DSS custody in Greenville County South Carolina. It's a longer story as to how I ended up here. My only family member passed away while I was here. I was living with her. I no longer have cats. My last remaining cat, Junior, was taken from me. Most of my belongings were stolen. I have so...

  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 24, 2025 These past couple of months have been a nightmare. Taken from my home. I was told to pack for a couple of days. I was told that none of my things would be thrown out without me knowing. So many lies have been told to me since being in DSS custody. The money in the house that she had saved for years for me was stolen. Most of my things are being stolen or thrown away. A friend of mine has some of my clothes. I should have my own apartment soon unless that's another lie. I will need help replacing the things stolen from me. Im stuck here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility....

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 17, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. Some things have changed since I posted the last time. My only family member has passed away. I'm alone. I've had most of my belongings stolen or thrown away. I've had a large amount of money stolen from me. All of this happened since I've been in DSS custody. The older couple brought my bicycle to me this morning. My case manager from Brightstart came to visit me today. I don't know how soon it'll happen but I will have my own apartment soon...

         This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, July 02, 2025 I'm still here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility with the old people. The staff took me and others living here with them to Walmart...

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            This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, June 30, 2025 I became overwhelmed last night thinking about the fact that they lock the door of the houses at night. I was able to get to sleep and I woke up not so late. I feel tired now. I don't feel like doing anything....

           This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, June 29, 2025 Breakfast was not served until 1030. The food here at Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina is not nutritionally balanced. The food at the hospital was better. I'm trapped here. I need someone to sign me out to leave the property. I'm watching the new season of The Bear. I've exercised some and I plan to exercise more today. I don't know what else I will do today because there's not much to do here...

          This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 28, 2025 It's Saturday. I'm still in the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I'm stuck here with the old people. I can't leave the property without being signed out. I was supposed to receive a backpack from Chiquita Bananas but I haven't received it yet. I went to bed early and woke up early. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for today. I've exercised a few times today. I plan to exercise more today.

         This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, June 27, 2025 I'm still here at Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I've completed my sweepstakes and instant win games for today. I've exercised. I've been doing daily vlogs. I post my vlogs on tiktok LinkedIn and YouTube. I don't know what else I'm doing today...

           This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, June 26, 2025 I forgot to post yesterday. There's thunderstorms today and there were thunderstorms yesterday. I don't know what will happen to me. I need help establishing a good and steady income so I can live on my own...

          This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, June 24, 2025 I've been tired today. I became overwhelmed last night. I've been posting more often to Tiktok. I've been doing a daily vlog. Not just one video a day but several videos...

         This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, June 23, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. My guardian ad... was here this morning. I don't know what will happen to me. I feel tired today. It's Monday. I'm watching the Minecraft movie again...

        This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, June 22, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. I've been here since Thursday. Before being taken here I was in the hospital ER since the 3rd of June. DSS removed me from my home. I was only able to bring a few of my things. I don't know what has happened to my things. They may have been stolen or thrown away by someone. DSS gave the key to the house to this evil person. DSS brought me some clothes, toiletries and a TV but I have plenty of clothes in my house. I don't like the clothes I have now. These are not clothes I'd wear and they're too big.

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 21, 2025 It's been a minute. I was in the hospital ER from the 3rd of June until this past Thursday morning. I'm now in Greenville, SC. They took me from Baptist Hospital in Columbia sc and moved me to Ruby Donald assisted living facility. I am not allowed to. leave the property. The food here isn't adequate in regards to nutrition. The hospital food was so much better. I've spoken with some of the old people here and they tell me that they don't do much aside from sitting around and watching TV. They told me they play bingo sometimes and have a Bible study. I lost interest in Bible studies after a Bible study led by people who know less about the Bible than me. A couple of the old people told me they go to places somet...

      This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, June 07, 2025 It's been a few days since posting. Some changes occurred. I'm in the hospital. They tell me that they are looking for a place for me to live. I don't know if I will post each day because most days are the same with me in a hospital bed.

     This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, June 02, 2025 My Instagram and Facebook have been suspended because I've been sharing anti Trump posts. I'm being taken to a medical clinic tomorrow. I'm overwhelmed and anxious.

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   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, May 31, 2025 I went to one place this morning. I had planned on going somewhere else today but I didn't feel like going anywhere. I took naps while watching the final season of Big Mouth. I'm going somewhere tomorrow evening. I was offered an interview for a job at a retail furniture store but I had to decline because of the distance to the store. It's located in either Irmo or Seven Oaks South Carolina. If it were in Columbia I could have possibly made it. I'm feeling better than I did on Friday...

  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, May 30, 2025 Something free was delivered this evening. I haven't eaten much today. I haven't felt like eating. I'm going somewhere tomorrow but I don't know if I will go all of the places I had planned...

        This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, May 29, 2025 Thursday. I attended a game day program at the library in my community this morning. While there I began to have a pain. It was horrible. I was hurting. I continued to play the game while in pain. I made it home and went to bed. I was in so much pain. I didn't know what to do. I didn't think it'd stop. I began to feel better after a long time. I have plans for Saturday and Sunday....

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, May 28, 2025 It's Wednesday. I didn't go to the free lunch I typically attend because I had to go and pick up some produce. I had a ride. Last night was long. I didn't sleep well or long. I'm trying to decide whether or not I feel up to going somewhere this evening. I'm tired and I'm not feeling well...

      This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, May 27, 2025 Tuesday. I'm anxious. Please help. Please subscribe to my Patreon...

     This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, May 26, 2025 Monday evening. I'm cooking dinner. I had a late breakfast. I haven't eaten since then. I haven't done much today. I completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I watched the last episode of the current season of The Last of US. I need to get to sleep earlier tonight. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday...

    This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, May 25, 2025 Sunday. I went to sleep late last night and I remained in bed later this morning. I have no plans until Wednesday. I need actual help. I need help obtaining my first career doing something that is appropriate for me and not something that someone who doesn't truly know me thinks is good for me. I need to figure out my life including where I'll live. I know I'll need help with those things and more but I'm not receiving help with most of the things that I need help with...

   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, May 24, 2025 Saturday afternoon. I stayed in bed later today. I didn't feel like getting up. I have no plans for today. I live in one of the worst counties of one of the worst states in one of the worst countries in the world. I want to find my first career but no one is willing to give me a chance because no one wants to hire someone like me. I applied to a few job openings this morning. I don't think anyone reads my blog...

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  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, May 22, 2025 Thursday. I woke up around 5 AM this morning. I completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I went back to sleep. It's hot. I don't feel up to doing much today. I have plans tomorrow evening...

      This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, May 21, 2025 Wednesday. I feel tired. I'm considering going to the center this evening but I don't know if I feel up to going anywhere. I had a ride to Walmart this morning. I'm hopeful about things getting better...

      This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, May 20, 2025 Tuesday. I have plans for today. I don't know what to do. I have ideas but I don't have the funds to do anything. I have plans tomorrow evening and Friday evening...

     This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, May 19, 2025 It's Monday afternoon and I'm considering what to do today and I want to do so many things but I also don't want to do anything. I want to go back to sleep. I have plans Tuesday Wednesday and Friday. Yesterday was a long day. I pushed myself yesterday because I had two things I wanted to do and now I'm overwhelmed and tired. I'm considering what I should focus on because I usually end up overwhelmed and not getting anything done. Typically I have too many options so I do nothing...

   This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, May 18, 2025 Sunday. I have plans for today. I have plans for several days of the rest of May. I hope that someone out there will be willing to help me. I have been sharing my links on my blogs in hopes of reaching anyone who could help me. ..

  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, May 17, 2025 Saturday. The Queer Game night was canceled. I've taken a few naps today. I was very tired after yesterday. I have plans for tomorrow. I also have plans for Tuesday Wednesday and Friday. I am considering what I can do tonight...

 Friday, May 16, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k

  Thursday, May 15, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k f Thursday. I have no plans for today. I have plans for tomorrow evening. I have no idea what I'm doing...

  Wednesday, May 14, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday. I went after some produce this morning. I am going to the dinner I go to most Wednesday evenings. The Queer Game night this Saturday has been canceled. I plan to attend the Queer Collective Friday. I have plans for Sunday. I have more plans for the rest of next week. I've been watching the new season of Andor. I plan to continue reading the book I checked out from the library in my community. I hope to finish it today so I can start reading the other book I checked out...

   Please visit and share my Gofundme. This blog is continued on my Patreon. Tuesday, May 13, 2025 It's Tuesday. I went to sleep late last night. It was after 3. I woke up several times early today and kept going back to sleep. I rode my bicycle to the D&D program at the center yesterday. I was given a ride home. On the way to the center I picked up a large half priced smoothie from Smoothie King. I post a blog each day. The full version is on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 I also have a Gofundme which I doubt will ever get funded. I need help but I doubt anyone is going to help me. https://gofund.me/be041287

  Monday, May 12, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. Please visit and share my Gofundme. Monday, May 12, 2025 Monday. Yesterday I went to the center for ice cream Sundays. I had one. I could have painted a pot for a plant but I wasn't feeling like painting anything. I went to the library in the town across the river from my community. I attended a zine program. I had the zine I finished a couple of days ago and I was given 2 copies. Two copies are now available at the library. I began working on my next zine. I like making zines. On my way home it rained and my clothes were soaked by the time I arrived home. ...

 Sunday, May 11, 2025 Sunday. This blog is continued on my Patreon. Please visit and share my Gofundme. It's Mother's day. I'm planning to go to the center today for a program. I plan to go from the center to the library in the town across the river from my community for a zine program. I plan to attend the D&D program at the center tomorrow. I never know how the weather will affect my plans...

 Saturday, May 10, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. Please visit and share my Gofundme. Saturday morning. It's early. I woke up early today and I have completed my sweepstakes and instant win games for today. I'm planning to go to the museum for the sensory morning and on my way home I will have a free lunch. I don't know what else I will do today. I have plans for tomorrow and Monday depending on the weather. I keep going. I keep getting up and going through each day with the hope that today will be the day that things begin to get better...

 Friday, May 09, 2025 I post the complete version of my blog on my Patreon. Visit and share my Gofundme. I went to bed late yesterday and I stayed in bed later this morning. I'm planning to attend the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. Tomorrow morning I'm going to museum and a place for a free lunch. I have plans for Sunday and Monday...

  Thursday, May 08, 2025 Thursday. I'm posting the full version of this on my  Patreon . I was planning to attend the open mic that I was invited to but it looks like I won't be going anywhere today due to the weather. I have plans for the rest of the week but my plans could change depending upon the weather. I still haven't received any contributions to my fundraiser. I knew that no one would give... https://gofund.me/8598ffba

  Wednesday, May 07, 2025 https://gofund.me/e25a1148 https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/writer https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo2 Wednesday morning. I'm considering going to the DMV to obtain a free ID. I'm planning to go by Krispy Kreme for a free donut. I remember meeting the few guys that I was attracted to and wishing I could meet them again. I liked spending time with them. It's not just getting my dick sucked or topping or bottoming a cute guy. It's about spending time with a guy who I'm comfortable with and enjoy being around. Will I ever have a first career. I keep applying and I almost never get an interview. I have no idea what I'm doing. I keep thinking that tomorrow will be the day in which things begin to work out. I'm tired. I do not have much energy left. I am not motivated to do anything most days. I feel self conscious and uncertain about myself. I wonder if I'll ever have a fi...

 Tuesday, May 06, 2025 https://gofund.me/3ed6347b Tuesday. I didn't get the job at the bowling alley. I'm doing some laundry. I don't plan to go anywhere today. I'm considering what else I should do today. I have plans for the rest of the week but my plans could change due to the weather. These hours alone I think about things. I think about the future and the past. I hope things will improve soon...

  Monday, May 05, 2025 https://gofund.me/640c6c99 Monday. I have my interview today at the bowling alley. It's not a specific time but anytime during a certain hour. I'm unsure of myself. I have some ideas and goals. There are things I would like to do but I don't have the money or resources for anything. I will continue to apply to job openings. I have plans for this week but I don't know what the weather will be like...

  Sunday, May 04,2025 Sunday. https://gofund.me/df4bc34d I went to the Queer Game night yesterday. I'm planning to attend the dinner this evening. Last night I had a difficult time going to sleep. I woke up several times.  I have lunch plans. I have plans for this week.

  Saturday, May 03, 2025 https://gofund.me/9e9e0300 Saturday. I woke up later than usual this morning. I'm going to the Queer Game Night this evening. I have a ride. I'm planning to attend the dinner tomorrow evening. I have a job interview at a bowling alley on Monday. I'm uncertain about everything. I need a place to live. I want my first career. I need my first boyfriend. I feel weird about my body and my appearance. I feel weird about myself. I often look in the mirror and see someone that isn't me. I have a penis. I have these varying feelings towards my dick. I'm not getting rid of it but sometimes I have this feeling that's difficult to describe. I look at it and touch it and I feel as though it's foreign to me. I'm open to dating if a guy were to ask me. I want a boyfriend, a LTR. I don't want to be with someone I'm not attracted to and someone I'm comfortable with.. I've had so many experiences and some were very unique expe...

  Friday, May 02, 2025 Friday. https://gofund.me/a7630994 I picked up free flowers from Lowe's this morning. Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Queer Game Night. Sunday I'm planning to go a dinner in the evening.  I've applied to so many different jobs over the last few days. I doubt I'll get any of them. I'm anxious about the future.

  Thursday, May 01, 2025 https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual Thursday. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual I have a meeting with Able SC today. I'm planning to go to Lowes tomorrow for a free flower. I've planned to go to a craft program at the library in my community on Saturday as well as the Queer Game Night but there's a strong chance of strong thunderstorms for Saturday. I'm uncertain about everything. I have ideas for what I'd do if I had the finances and resources but I don't have any finances and a limited amount of resources. I don't have a support system. I'm trying to figure out what to do on my own. One reason I no longer go to a church building is because I've seen what they are and how they're Only about the money. In general they don't help people. If there are churches out there that help people They could help me. I'm going to continue sharing my fundrais...

  Wednesday, April 30, 2025 https://gofund.me/a690d645 Yesterday I rode my bicycle 10 miles. I went to attend a program at a library on the other side of the town across the river from my community. I found out it had been postponed when I arrived. I went to T-mobile for the free tote and Kroger to buy yogurt and other items. I also went to a wing place for a deal on a chicken strip meal. I'm planning on going to a free lunch today. I'm also planning to go to CVS, Food Lion and Burger King. Faith is belief despite doubt. I believe. What I  believe is not what I grew up hearing. I'm not interested in sitting in a building once a week. I hope that things will get better soon... https://gofund.me/a690d645

  Tuesday, April 29, 2025 https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  Tuesday. I'm considering going somewhere today. I need to figure out where I'm going and when I'm leaving. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I haven't been anywhere for the past few days. It's almost the end of April. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual   I'm not certain about anything. I need to figure things out. There's things I want to do.  https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I want my first boyfriend. I've had sex but I've never had a boyfriend. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I have more plans for this week. I hope that things will improve soon... https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual

  Monday, April 28, 2025 https://gofund.me/a7aaada1 Monday again. I hope to get more done today. I'm not religious if religious means going to a building once a week and sitting in a room while an old man uses a falsely interpreted book to tell you how to live your life. I have plans for the rest of this week. I recall the times I've been with old men. It was easy once I came across them online. I don't remember the exact process Of finding them but I vividly remember Being with them. I would sit there as my dick was in their mouth. I would focus on the images in my mind. Images of guys my age. Sometimes I would open my eyes and glance down. I would watch his head move up and down. I've met old men online who I had already met IRL. It's weird being somewhere and seeing an old man who has sucked my cock before in a place where the other people have no idea that this man had drove me to his house. They had no idea that the old man sitting beside me was on his knees in...