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Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Wednesday, December 31, 2025

I haven't posted in weeks. I've considered posting a few times but didn't feel like it.

I've been here since the day before Thanksgiving.

I've been walking around the area. I now have a library card. I've been trying to deal with being here.

Being here made me realize that I was correct in my thinking about living in South Carolina. If I remain in South Carolina I will spend most of my time alone.

I've spent most of my time since June alone. 

I've been thinking about this time last year. I miss my mom. I miss my cat. I miss my bedroom and my things. I miss my routines.

I was sent a few items for Christmas by a LinkedIn connection. I attended 2 Christmas parties. I have a nice blanket from one party.

The room I'm in is very hot most of the time.

It's been different living in facilities with seniors these past 6 months. 

I'm still waiting for my benefits and I will continue working on moving back to California.


I might walk somewhere tomorrow.

I'm in the middle of nowhere with not much to do...

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