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Wednesday, October 29, 2025

I'm writing this because I'm asking for help. I'm also writing this so that there's clarification as to the help I need. I'm also writing this because people have a tendency not to hear me.

I'm not sure if you can help me alone but that's why I'm writing this to as many people as I can think of.

My current situation:

I'm in DSS custody in a facility called ruby Donald in Greenville County South Carolina. In June I was removed from my home. I've had money and all of my possessions stolen from me.

I was first placed in the hospital ER in Columbia after being removed from my home in west Columbia. I was then taken to this facility after spending over 2 weeks in the ER.

I'm confined to this facility with no support. I was removed from my home where I had plenty of food and a support system that I had established over the past few years. I no longer have the things that helped me cope with things.

I need freedom and I need support. I don't need being confined to a facility without support. I do not need medication.

I'm Autistic with ADHD and PTSD from trauma and sexual trauma.

All of my life I've been ignored. I have been bullied and teased. I haven't been seen. I was only diagnosed last year because someone finally noticed me.

When I was first placed here I thought my only option was to live here in Greenville south carolina because no one talked to me about my options and people have lied to me since the first day I was removed from my home.

I've decided to move back to California to live somewhere familiar to me and a place with more resources for me.

I'm Trans-Nonbinary, Queer. I'm not comfortable or safe in the state of South Carolina.

I'm open to several locations in California in regards to housing. I'm currently waiting for SSI which I applied for in February. I'm also waiting for Medicaid and Medicaid waivers.

My primary desired location to move is north hollywood.

I'm open to other areas in Los Angeles county and some areas in ventura county like the town of ventura.

I do not have much in regards to possessions to move.

Being confined here has not been good for my mental health.

Since being removed from my home I have not been able to take the vitamins I once took. I had a few days worth of vitamins but they were taken by the staff here.

I keep asking for the things I need to improve my health and mental health but no one hears me.

I only have one person who comes and signs me out of this facility but he's not in good health. He mostly takes me to church. Today he's having a health issue so I'm stuck here today.

One thing I know is that I need some sort of temporary housing in California because I have to be physically in California to begin receiving services.

I don't have much in funds. I do have a SNAP balance to pay for food. I believe there's a church that has offered to help me getting to California.

Once in California I will need help with other things like getting the metro ez pass and a California identification.

I'm writing this because I need as much help and support as possible because I have no family to turn to for anything.

I'm not going to list all of my support needs because I don't know them all. I do know that I need a large amount of support. One thing I don't need is being confined, held prisoner in a facility like the one I'm currently being held.

I have no idea what is currently being done for me.

I hope that you will be able to help in any way that you can and forward this to anyone else who could help me.

I'm trying to remember the things I need to mention here but I'm afraid that I may not think of everything.

I need help in several areas including recreation and socializing.

I have several areas of interest that help me cope but at the moment I don't have the means to pursue them because all of my possessions were stolen.

My interest include but not limited to:

Video gaming

Photography

Filmmaking

Lego

Funky pops

Train sets

Squishmallows

Books

Dvds and blu-ray

Bike riding

Board games

Camping

Music

Learning to play the drums

My hope is that the right person and people will hear me and help me.

Thank you for your help.

Jason


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