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Monday, March 02, 2026

Monday, March 02, 2026

A new month. My birthday is this month, the 15th. I'm tired of being in this facility. I'm tired of waiting for the unknown.

I miss the way things were before. I mean before she became too sick to do anything. I miss walking to places with her.

It's still weird not being home.

I wonder what life, daily life, will be like once I get my benefits. I had considered life after her before but I had no idea what it would be like and I definitely never imagined what has happened would ever happen.

At lunch today I was the only person not given something to drink. I didn't eat the food.

I'm trapped here in the middle of nowhere in South Carolina waiting for the uncertain. I have no idea what's happening next. I don't know if I can believe anything anyone tells me.

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