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Friday, March 13, 2026

Friday, March 13, 2026

My disability has been approved but I'm still in the facility in DSS custody. I'm still waiting for my benefits and help figuring out what's next.

I would like to move back to California but I don't know how that's going to happen. I need to figure out the housing situation prior to moving back to California.

I may end up remaining in Greenville SC. I guess I could deal with small town life in South Carolina if I have to but it won't be easy.

I keep looking back over my life at various moments. I miss certain moments throughout my life.

I miss her so much. Part of my still has a difficult time believing that she's not here.

I'm walking to a few places today:

Tropical smoothie Cafe

Circle k

Taco Bell

Jimmy John's

It's nice being away from the facility. I feel trapped there most of the time.

Tomorrow, my friend Julie is coming up for lunch.

I should be attending church Sunday.

I miss being home. I wanted to move away from that house but not like this...

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