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Friday, March 21, 2025

  Friday, March 21, 2025




I just ordered the Chappell Roan CD and a pink pony club bracelet with stickers combo. I've been writing poems again and Chappell Roan was my inspiration for my return to writing poems each day. She is such an inspiration to me and I would love to tell her thanks for her songs and improving my mood. I would like to talk to her about creativity and life because I'm certain she would have so many amazing things to say.



I'm attending the Queer Collective this evening. I was planning on going to other places today but I haven't had the energy or motivation to go anywhere.


I'm hoping to get myself to do more but there are so many days that I could remain in bed. I need to get my computers working. I need to spend more time on my writing and photography and video.


I don't know what I'm doing but I want to do more than sit alone all of the time...

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