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Wednesday, April 30, 2025

  Wednesday, April 30, 2025 https://gofund.me/a690d645 Yesterday I rode my bicycle 10 miles. I went to attend a program at a library on the other side of the town across the river from my community. I found out it had been postponed when I arrived. I went to T-mobile for the free tote and Kroger to buy yogurt and other items. I also went to a wing place for a deal on a chicken strip meal. I'm planning on going to a free lunch today. I'm also planning to go to CVS, Food Lion and Burger King. Faith is belief despite doubt. I believe. What I  believe is not what I grew up hearing. I'm not interested in sitting in a building once a week. I hope that things will get better soon... https://gofund.me/a690d645

Tuesday, April 29, 2025

  Tuesday, April 29, 2025 https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  Tuesday. I'm considering going somewhere today. I need to figure out where I'm going and when I'm leaving. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I haven't been anywhere for the past few days. It's almost the end of April. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual   I'm not certain about anything. I need to figure things out. There's things I want to do.  https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I want my first boyfriend. I've had sex but I've never had a boyfriend. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual  I have more plans for this week. I hope that things will improve soon... https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-an-autistic-transnonbinary-individual

Monday, April 28, 2025

  Monday, April 28, 2025 https://gofund.me/a7aaada1 Monday again. I hope to get more done today. I'm not religious if religious means going to a building once a week and sitting in a room while an old man uses a falsely interpreted book to tell you how to live your life. I have plans for the rest of this week. I recall the times I've been with old men. It was easy once I came across them online. I don't remember the exact process Of finding them but I vividly remember Being with them. I would sit there as my dick was in their mouth. I would focus on the images in my mind. Images of guys my age. Sometimes I would open my eyes and glance down. I would watch his head move up and down. I've met old men online who I had already met IRL. It's weird being somewhere and seeing an old man who has sucked my cock before in a place where the other people have no idea that this man had drove me to his house. They had no idea that the old man sitting beside me was on his knees in...

Sunday, April 27, 2025

  Sunday, April 27, 2025 Sunday. I'm feeling somewhat better today than yesterday. I woke up early and completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I've been watching a show on Hulu. I'm considering what else I'll do today. I have plans for this week. I stared a Gofundme. This will be my test of religion and nonprofit organizations. If I'm helped by organizations and people then I'll remember it. If it's not funded then I'll know the truth about religion and more. I'm losing interest in religion and groups claiming to help people. If it's not funded I will never contribute to any religion or nonprofit. I will never volunteer for anything. I've seen how some organizations are from past experiences.  https://gofund.me/a7aaada1 I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough. I've been made to feel like I'm not good enough all of my life...

Saturday, April 26, 2025

  Saturday, April 26, 2025 Saturday morning. I had a late start this morning. I just ate my breakfast. I'm catching up on streaming shows as I complete my daily routine.  I started a fundraiser last night but I doubt I will raise anything. The link to my fundraiser is:  https://gofund.me/a7aaada1 FUNDRAISER I'm doing my daily podcast again on Swell. I'm not feeling like doing much today....

Friday, April 25, 2025

  Friday, April 25, 2025 Friday. I'm in the process of going through my stuff. My goal is to downsize and organize. I'm preparing for when I'll have to move. I don't know where I'll move because as of this day I don't have anywhere to go. I'm trying to figure out how to earn an income. I've  been applying to job openings. I'm considering other options since I doubt anyone will hire me. I'm attending the D&D game night at the library in my community this evening. I hope that the weather will be nice. I'm planning on working on downsizing and organizing my stuff for the few days. I'm trying to be optimistic but it's not easy considering my situation.

Thursday, April 24, 2025

  Thursday, April 24, 2025 Thursday. I've eaten breakfast and have completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm considering what I'm doing today. I need to go through my stuff as though I'm moving because I need to be ready for when the time comes. I am attending the D&D program at the library in my community tomorrow evening. I'm alone and anxious. I'm uncertain of what to do. I have ideas but I don't have the resources to accomplish anything. I don't know how to get things done. I would like to travel. I like the idea of buying a large Uhaul truck and a small towable camper. I would utilize the Uhaul for storage and live in the camper. I would not move often but every so often. I could travel the country and visit people I've met in my life. I would love to have the above and a remote job. I could do photography and video as I travel. I could work on my writing. I could find places to do stand-up comedy.  I would buy an electric bi...