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Monday, February 16, 2026

Monday, February 16, 2026

It's another Monday. I'm still stuck in this place.

I walked to a few places today: Tropical smoothie Cafe, Circle k, and Taco Bell.

I have a senior roommate that goes to bed before 8 and makes so much noise in bed including kicking and hitting the wall. He also smells horrible because he never showers. He makes the room stink.

I have no one to and I'm on my own here. I can go walk to nearby places but there's nothing to walk to nearby except fast food places etc...


My caseworkers don't tell me anything. They almost never respond when I text them. I think they're ok planning to leave me in this place. They need to place me in either an apartment alone or at least a room to myself. 

I don't know why I'm in a room with an old man.


I'm going to play bingo Wednesday morning.

My anxiety is too much.

I'm looking forward to Saturday.

My birthday is March 15th and I'm certain I'll not receive any gifts like usual.

How much longer will they keep me in this facility for old people? When will I receive my benefits 


I'm going to walk somewhere tomorrow.

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