Friday, January 31, 2025

This evening I'm planning to attend a D&D program at the library in my community. I hope that the weather will be nice for riding my bicycle to and from the library.

Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Queer Game Night.

I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. I'm interested in a first career and my first boyfriend. I'm considering my housing situation. I'm anxious about the fact that I could end up homeless.

I will no longer use the meet-up site. It's a waste of time.

Today is the last day of January. My depression remains even months since Tiger's death.

I don't know what I'm doing to do...

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