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Thursday, May 07, 2026

Thursday, May 07, 2026

It's Thursday evening. I'm on my bed in this facility in the middle of nowhere. I'm still in DSS custody waiting for my benefits. I have my Medicaid, my disability has been approved, but I'm still waiting for social security to allow me to be my own payee and approve my social security.

I need to know how much I will make per month so I can apply for housing benefits and affordable housing.

I'm tired of being here. I miss her and the life I once had at home. It's weird for me to say it but I miss that house. I miss my bedroom. I miss my things. Everything I had, including money, was stolen while I have been in DSS custody.

I'm tired. I'm anxious. I'm depressed.

I need to move forward with my life.

My hope is to receive my social security and secure housing in California. I also need to figure out how to move me and the stuff I now have to California. I have an exercise bike I would like to keep that I won while in custody.

I want to travel via Amtrak. I've been interested in riding Amtrak. I wish I could get a room instead of a seat so that my meals would be included and I'd have privacy.

I walked to a few places today. I have to walk miles to get to the places I can get to...

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