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Monday, April 01, 2024

Monday, April 01, 2024


One night, years ago, I met a guy at his apartment. I took off all my clothes. I was nervous. I was very nervous. I was also tired from walking to his apartment. It was a long walk.


He sucked on my cock for hours. I never finished. 


For me to finish I need to concentrate. I need to focus. That night I could not focus. 


When having sex I need to focus on the feeling. I do not like to make sounds. I do, sometimes, make jokes during sex but not all the time.


I need to concentrate whenever I top for a guy and I need to be attracted to a guy whenever I bottom for a guy.





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