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Sunday, April 06, 2025

  Sunday, April 06, 2025 I went to an Autism event and Queer Game Night yesterday.  This evening I'm planning to attend a dinner. I thought that if I keep getting out and going to things that I would meet someone who would become my first boyfriend.  I received some strange messages on Insta from someone appearing to be a MAGMA cult member. I'm uncertain what else I'll do today. I have plans for this week. I need to work on some things this week.
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Saturday, April 05, 2025

  Saturday, April 05, 2025 It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow. I have no idea what else I'm doing next week. I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option. I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend. There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming. I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

Friday, April 04, 2025

  Friday, April 04, 2025 I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins. I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers. I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday. I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today. It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

Thursday, August 03, 2025

  Thursday, August 03, 2025 I was considering going to a program at the library in my community this morning but I was too tired from yesterday. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and another program somewhere else. Sunday is the dinner but I don't know if I'll be able to go because of the weather. I'm tired. I need to go through my stuff and organize it and downsize.  I'm planning to have a monthly zine soon. I have things to do but I'm too tired to do much of anything today...

Wednesday April 02, 2025

  Wednesday April 02, 2025 It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event. I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them. I don't think anyone reads my blogs. I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket. I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

Tuesday April 01, 2025

  Tuesday April 01, 2025 I had breakfast at Dunkin today. I'll post on my social videos of what I had including a free cold brew. I'm feeling tired. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with the Autism program. I will leave early in the morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night.

Monday, March 31, 2025

 Monday, March 31, 2025 https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.blogspot.com/ https://fjasonwhitaker.blogspot.com/ I've posted poems on the blogs above. Please consider sharing my blogs.  I'm not going anywhere today or tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday.  I don't know what I'm doing today and tomorrow. I ordered 2 bedspreads and a sheet set from Ikea....